Friday, December 31, 2004

Doc Grump


Doc Grumpy has awoken from it long slumber.. Every lil thing seems to piss him off.. beware everyone, Doc Grump is back...
jus when i found out i'm able to geta part time job, i then realised that it's about a month awa before i return to lalaland. i'm getting kinda sick of being in s'pore.. seeing singaporeans in cineleisure makes my stomach upset.. it's so damn crowded everytime i go there.. anyway, seeing so many singaporeans in one shot jus pisses me off.. esp those proud-ass bastards.. (you noewhat i mean)


anyway, dunno much abt the tsunamis that swept dunno where.. havent been reading the papers or watching the news.. i jus heard that alot of ppl died and we were lucky that it din hit us.. as wat mel said, "imagine ivan being swept away???!!" hmmm.. not a bad idea.. anyway, my deepest condolences for those people who lost their lives, soon it'll be our turns..

Thursday, December 23, 2004

Sicker..


my condition is getting worse.. from a lil cough and flu, to now.. super nose block, sore throat and a lil fever.. damn sian lah.. last night i woke up at 4am, couldnt sleep due to my super super sore throat.. woke up and surf net for awhile, followed by watching American Funniest Videos on Channel 5.. lame.. i wanna recover soon, so that i can resume my workout..


i sent an e-mail to MINDEF, asking if i could work as a disruptee or not.. thier ans was no.. cos i'm still considered a NSF.. and it'll be a chargeble offence if i were to be found moonlighting.. so, no working for me! yay..


Jill bought me a braun buffel wallet (as x'mas present) to replace my old JPG wallet.. i love it alot.. she says this wallet is more mature, compared to the JPG one, quite childish and ah beng.. i've used the JPG one for years, since sec 3 i guess.. now is the time to part with it.. bb JPG wallet.. and thanks again baby, for the wallet!

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

Sick..


i'm down wif flu too.. sian.. hate to be sick.. nose dripping mucus non stop.. throat itchy.. teary eyes.. bought my flight back this afternoon, so it's confirmed that i'll be leaving this again on the 12th of feb, 0115hrs.. maybe i shldnt have come back in the first place, cos it doesnt seems worth it.. met up wif friends, getting all excited and stuff, initially in the first 2 weeks.. now? everything has gone stale.. it's jus me and jill again? what happen to the "yo, gonna meet up and chill? yo, cant wait to see u back! yo, boring without u guys.. yo, faster come back.." all these seems meaningless now.. haiz.. guess it all goes back to murphy's law.. only treasure something after u lose them.. bastards...

Saturday, December 18, 2004

Bored


now that i'm back, i'm facing yet another problem except being bored of singapore life once more... i'm broke.. no more $$.. i wanna find a job, but due to stupid NS, i cant get a job wif CPF.. else i'll be considered moonlighting.. damn. pocket's really dry..


dear friends, any means of getting cash, pls let me noe.. if u r thinking of robbing a bank, i'll be ur escape driver.. lemme noe if there's any kang tao..


jill's down wif a flu.. havent been going to gym cos of that.. nevertheless, andrew promised me a 45 days C.Fitness gym pass.. song bo.. nearly signed up for P.Fitness.. more towels to steal!! haha!! i think i'm having a 'Mang Jiam' on my right eye.. mang jiam = something like a pimple on the eye.. ppl always say after seeing something u shouldnt see, then u'll kanna.. ccb, suay ah..

Sunday, December 12, 2004

1st attempt at Wakeboarding


went for my first wake boarding experience at punggol this morning.. it was raining in the morning, but we had already decided that regardless rain or shine, we'll still go.. it was a really great experience.. grace's pal, val, was the first one to have a go.. as she used to work in some SAF places which allow her to have wake boarding experience, it was easy seeing her do it.. me, my bro and felox tot it's gonna be easy-peasy.. next up is grace, whom had a go once before and this's her 2nd time.. she had some difficulty standing up and balancing.. so we tot, "ok, not so easy after all..." next up, felix da melix.. who couldnt even stand up! then me and kai was like, "oh no, doesnt look as easy as how val did.." after managing to stand up once, it was my time to taste the salty water.. i fell like mad lah.. everyone was laughing, esp kai and felix (cos i laugh at him first..), but it was really damn difficult lah.. anyway, kai claims that he;s a pro but he alsp fell like shit.. super funny, we still tot we'll be able to turn, do jumps and flips after today.. nabey.. not so easy k...


Results..


1. Introduction to Accounting - D
2. Principles of Marketing - D
3. Principles of Commercial Law - D
4. Introduction to Multimedia & the Internet - HD


happy abt my results.. hope i can do better next sem.. i'm glad everyone's happy abt their results, or shld be happy.. i'm proud of baby for getting straight Ds.. well done baby! make sure u do better next sem ya? get straight HDs k?

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

Magicians Reunited


met up wif ben sars and pete last night.. great to see them both again.. recalling the times we spent in OCS.. all the fun and laughter we had.. ben sars had improved alot on his routine since i last saw him.. his coin tricks is da bomb lah.. damn cool.. must learn.. both dudes were damn generous, they lent me their collections of magic dvd.. grateful man.. i hope i've the time to learn them all.. hmmm..


My baby's the computer pro lah.. even i lose to her.. she help me fix up my PC.. if not her, this post wouldnt be happening.. been some time since i typed on a proper keyboard, feels weird.. anyway, thanks baby! enjoy ur shopping tomorrow!

Friday, December 03, 2004

random thoughts..


hot weather, sweating like mad..
prata's still the best food, but sempang bedok has lost its touch..
been to the gym 2 days ago, body still aching.. tml's going again..
ran 1 round this morning.. cannot make it..
onimusha's 3 is kewl.. but no code breaker ver. 7..
should i work or not?

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

Brandon is back


forgotten to update for Day 1... was too busy packing and moving.. then yesterday was meeting up wif friends and getting me on the road once again, on my beloved Phantom! it's been some time buddy.. serviced it this morning.. hope to meet up all of my friends.. gained some weight.. fuck.. gonna lose it off.. anyway, i'm back, so beware.. i noe that u've been secretly reading my blog.. I KNOW! t("t)

Saturday, November 27, 2004

Day 2


had a great day yesterday, spent lots of money, but got it back at the end of the day.. here's the story.. the 3 mustketeers, went to perth city, had lunch at 'jaws' - the sushi conveyer belt thingy, then went harbour town shopping, spent an hour at jayjays, then bought another 2 'everlast' t-shirts for 40. after that, went perth city again, ate at hog's breath, steak, then to red windmill, recommended by a friends of ours.. it's a stripclub with fat girls dancing.. ok lah, not all fat but, got small tummies and saggy boobs.. got tit-slapped.. then to burstwood, best part.. won 300 bucks! minus the capital of 50, = 250 left.. but is when kanna gold cart 3 times, 2 times i had 5 bucks bet.. the pay rate is 1-23.. then only lost 1 out of 8 games in roulette, last game of blackjack wif 50 bet.. i got 17, heart pounding.. thank god the banker "too many"... woah.. last night was my lucky night.. watever was spent in the day, i go it back at night, wif excess... haha!!!

Friday, November 26, 2004

Day 3 (Jill's Birthday)


"Happy Birthday to U, Happy Birthday to U, Happy Birthday to Jill Eeeeaaawww.... Happy Birthday to U!"


Happy 22nd Birthday baby! You are a year older liao, but dun worry, u still look the same, so stop asking me if u looked any older.. I'm sorry i din made this birthday a special one for u.. u noe i'm not the romantic type of guy.. actually wanna to surprise u, but i dun have the chance to, as we never leave each others' side for the past 5 months here in Perth. i hope u r not sick of me yet, cos we still have 2 more years of uni to go and this's only our first sem..


anyway, back to the topic, yeah.. i love u baby. you are the person who holds the biggest part of my heart.. u r my everything, my girlfriend, my best friend and the lil' sis i always dream of wanting so that i can take care of.. although i've been irritating and disgusting, i'm suprised that u r still hanging ard.. we haven been fighting much, and i hope it stays that way.. hmmm, running out of words.. i jus wan u to noe, i love u alot, and i thank you for loving me as much, thanks for being there for me.. my life wouldnt been the same without u.. Thanks baby!


Happy Birthday baby! i love u.. oh, dun forget u r suppose to help me clean my toilet.. and u own me $6.50 for the wan tan mee u ate at taurus..






just kidding... i love u.. :)

Thursday, November 25, 2004

Day 4


couldnt wake up this morning to send elaine to the airport.. luckily she called me 3 times before i heard my hp.. and she wasnt late for her flight.. the bietch at the check-in counter was such a bietch.. (did i say bietch twice?) elaine's bag only exceed 0.1kg and she had to make her open up her bag and take out some items.. that slut claims that the ppl carrying the bag cannot take more than 30kg.. wtf? weak say weak lah.. lazy mofo aussies..


anyway, it'll be our turn next in leaving this place for home.. last person to leave is poor Mr. CMB, who's gonna spend his lonely days till the 15 of Dec.. i'll be counting down the days for u dude... haha!

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

EXAMS OVER!!!!


yesh! finally it's over! felt such a relieve.. now can start planning how we're gonna spend the rest of our remaining 5 days here! haha! never felt so free before.. wonder if this feeling is how one would feel when they ORD.. anyway, it doesnt matter now! i'm free!


colin: dun feel so sianz.. u are only one day after us, i'm sure u'll be alrite for ur paper tml.. dun over worry and over stress urself ya?


i'm like a bird... lalalala...


song playing in background: Natasha Bedingfield - These Words
Day 5 (LAST PAPER..)


i'm praying what i studied came out.. cos i left out some parts, simply studied that tuts, hoping it'll be similar..


Exclusion clauses :- Terms in the contract which exclude liabilities for the contractor. A ticket, voucher etc, are held as non-contractual document. Exculsion clasues must be communicated before the contract is made, clauses after are deemed to be invalid. Previous dealings provides defence for defendant that the plaintiff had dealings before, and ought to have realised the exclusion clauses, thus the clauses are effective.


Termination of contract by frustration :- 4 conditions to be met; (1) supervening event causes a fundamental change, (2) neither parties caused the event, (3) the event was not contemplated by the parties and finally (4) it'll be unjust to hold the parties to contract.


Tort of negligence :- To prove neglience of defendant, the following questions must be answered. (1) is there a duty of care? (2) has the defendant breached the standard of care? (3) is the damages caused by the breach of standard of care?


knn, bet u all this i cut and paste from books one right? so be it.. dun see me down ok.. like jill always do.. haha.. love ya baby!

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Day 6 (eve of last paper)


tomorrow's my last paper.. cant wait to get it over and done with! 6 more days to home.. hurray! wonder how my bike is doing.. so long never ride, my skills also rusty.. arrgh.. hungry now.. hot.. the farking weather is so damn blardy hot loh! it's dry and stuffy.. how to study? maybe later go library.. got aircon.. heh heh.. but dunno if jill and the rest wanna go or not..


song playing on my new radio: hoobastank - the reason

Monday, November 22, 2004

Day 7 (1 week's time)


haha, the days are driving closer and closer.. i'm having butterflies in the stomach jus thinking of going home.. this's the longest time i've ever been away from home.. before this was only the 3 weeks confinement i had during my OCS days, which brought me to my out-of-course shortly after the 3 weeks... sianz..


2 more days to my last paper, Commercial Law.. after that, i'll be a free man and elaine jio us go burstwood, saying she wanna used up all her remaining australian money there.. stupid rite? before going already have the tot of losing.. haiz.. somemore her birthday that day.. well, if tat's her wish, so be it.. i'll try my luck there, hope to win some extra cash! haha..


oh, casey's the new australian idol! watched the finals last night.. the whole show was abt 3 hrs! jus to reveal the results of the finals.. but cos of the time difference in sdyney, the results was out on the net before it showed on tv here in perth.. so i checked the results beforehand, while jill kept guessing and trying to make me say who's the winner.. haha, silly baby..

Sunday, November 21, 2004

Day 8


am i the only one in our group left bloggin? ever since mel removed her blog, got nothing much interesting to read liao.. sianz.. singyee hasent been bloggin too.. guess she must be busy preparing her wedding.. may, seeing her enter a blog entry will be a surprise for the day.. jill hasent been bloggin too.. we both reckon that we're not as wat we used to be.. something changed us.. staying together changed us.. something for me to ponder though.. at least elaine's bloggin, interesting to read hers, can learn english... haha.. xinyi has also not been updating much.. busy wif exams?


well, i havent been hearing much from my friends nowadays.. haiz.. but no worries, da great one will be back in 8 days' time..

Saturday, November 20, 2004

i noe some of u guys might feel offended for this, but this is jus my personal views.. no personal attacks..


i read my lil' bro's blog.. seems like his church friends are giving trouble abt his blog skin.. wtf? christian then cannot have gothic blogskin? "Man u ought to be ashame of urself been a CHRISTIAN n using such a gothic blog as ur blogskin.. come on! stop been a disgrace.. stop showing to ppl ur a bad christian.. " why must u behave urself so that other will percieve u as a good person?? fuck u. if u r good, u r good.. isnt there this preist who kapo money from his church? see? he's a blardy good example, oh, his name is Kang something...


not that i'm against all those mofos, u have ur religon, fine. i lan lan, but why needa influence others on how to live their life? how to be "good" in front of GOD? how to not sin? isnt GOD there to absorb the sins u did? ahhh, jus a whole lota bullshiet..


i remember i join church once, those mofos there are da bomb lah.. kept calling me, asking to join.. i said no, but they kept insiting me to try.. wtf? u r as good as any 666 cults or street gangs lol.. have u seen indians tryin to pull ppl into their nicely decorated temples? malays asking u to help peel the onion on the top of their mosque? chinese asking u to need in front of the god of mercy? no right? only blardy chirstians do that.. ought to be ashame.. knnbccb...


kai, stop these nonense lah.. i noe u go to church cos ur friends goes.. then wat? they wun be ur friends if u quit now? then these are not ur true friends.. friends are ppl who except who u r.. not trying to influence u to be like one of them.. fuck them la.. if there's really god, why take mum away from us? u noe how fuking hard i prayed? to indian god, malai god, chinese god, then angmo god.. also like that? have they heard my prayers? nope! not a single word! so fuck u, fuck ur friends, fuck ur church, fuck christians, fuck GOD.
Day 9


3 down, 1 more left.. i'm kinda having the holiday mood now.. the storm is over, the sun's shining.. i feel like going for a jog, but i'm lazy at the same time.. mr su is going home today.. that means no more browne till next year.. sob.. poor browne got no one to take care of him..


lemme tell u about the commercial law test:
2 essay question,
3 hour paper,
only covers the materials after test 3,
OPEN BOOK EXAM!
how shoik can that be?? relac one corner lah boys...

Friday, November 19, 2004

Day 10 (Accounting Exams)


Soon, very soon it'll be over.. after this paper, then C.Law, then home sweet.. 3 papers in a row is driving me nuts.. i'm so tired.. sleeping at 4, waking at 8.. mum, gimme the strength to carry on, to hang on for the last mile..
may: i can make one for u! personal one, no one else have one.. ok? jus tell me what u like, and how u wan it to be, i've have it tailor made for u!


di@na: haha.. sua ku lah u.. here also have oriental store mah.. toot.. US dun sell any oriental products meh?


da rest of the losers who doesnt enjoy studying: if u see properly, under the words "studying is fun", u can see the tiny lil sentence "i lied.." still think u r smart? i dun think so!

Thursday, November 18, 2004


my workplace Posted by Hello

Jill's workplace Posted by Hello
2 down, 2 to go


done wif multimedia.. although i'm not very confident of this paper, but i'm glad it's over.. no time to slack.. time to prepare for my worst fear...zzzz...
Day 11 (Multimedia Exam)


i wont say this is one of my strong subject, but up to now, all my assessment and projects for this subject is standing on a HD. all i needa do is to get at least a D in the exam, in order to get an overall HD.. i think this's the only subject i've got which is possible for a HD..


my website project got nominated for the top 12 projects! everyone gonna vote their favourite and winner recieves $150 book vouchers! i'm not too keen on the price, but i jus wanna beat the rest of the class, all the stupid lazy angmo mofos..


soon it'll be over.. hang in there...

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

1 down, 3 to go


yeah, done wif marketing exams liao! happy! haha.. easy peasy paper! haha.. hopefully i can do well.. i needa 38/40 for a HD.. so if i really do get 1, i think i'll fly.. now what's worrying me is accounting.. hope i can smoke my way through.. zzz..
My first 2 blogskins!


Ladies and Gentlemen, check out my latest creations!


BlogSkins.com Skin Info - chekngan - Gundam W


Blogskins.com Skin Info - chekngan - Moon River


gimme some comments which i can improved on ok?
Day 12 (Marketing Exam)


i realised that i've been bloggin everyday.. guess it's the counting down of my return that makes me do it.. i feel anxious towards the exams, cos will be doing 3 papers in a row.. after these 3 days, left one more c.law which we have 5 days to study, some more open book exam.. easy peasy... no, better not be over-confident..


0200hrs will be our marketing exams.. i hope i've over prepared myself.. i needa score 38/40 in order to score a HD.. i guess it's not so easy to have jus 2 marks penalised from my paper.. well, a D might be enough for me.. pls let me pass this sem with good grades, i promised i'll work harder next sem.. 1 hour of pre-chapter reading before each lecture, 1 hour to do my tuts everyday..


alrite team, let's do it! get it over and done with!

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Day 13 (eve of Marketing Exams)


tomorrow's our first paper.. i e-mailed our tutors last night, asking for our tuts participation marks.. we both did pretty well, D for both marketing and law, HD for accounting.. i'm quite surpised actually..


anyway, tomorrow's marketing exams, followed by multimedia and accounting the next 2 days.. i dun feel the pressure yet.. i studied, but u ask me anything now, i cant really answer u.. i pray i can answer the paper.. D is all i asked for, HD will be a bonus.. i dun wanna stress myself and face the disappointment if i dun get HD.. hmmm...


last night was freaking hot.. i sweat in bed, even wif the fan on.. i noe jill couldnt sleep.. i saw her using the net or studying, while i snore away.. i hope i din do anything which hurt her again.. fingers crossing.. gonna hit the books now.. cya guys in 13 days!

Monday, November 15, 2004

Day 14 (2 weeks left)


yesterday no connection, today my quota ran out of money.. $%$^&%$%^#.. damn sianz... woke up exceptionally early this morning.. 0930hrs.. stone abit, shat, smoked, studied, ate breakfast, smoked again, shat again, ate lunch, smoked, now using web.. my life is like a cycle.. i can predict what i'm gonna do later.. let's see... study, smoke, try to shit again, study, eat dinner, watch tv, smoke, study, smoke, sleep.. hmmm...


seems like i'm smoking and shitting alot huh?


jus found out from my acc tutor that chapter 9, 10 & 14 will not be covered in the exams! song bo! i noe 14 will not be touched, but i din noe 9 & 10 also! now got morale to study liao lah.. noeing that got 3 chapters less.. haha..

Sunday, November 14, 2004

Day 15


finally the internet connection is back! one day without the net, i'm dying of boredom.. jus finished another chapter of marketing and my multimedia.. then leaving accounting for the night.. i'm missing home like mad.. to think that i cant wait to leave home for this fucked up place in the beginning.. but how???? i cant go back every sem break.. it'll cost alot... hmmm.. but i miss my friends and family.. and Phantom.. haiz.. slowly counting down...

Saturday, November 13, 2004

Day 16


i went to bed early last night, cos was feeling very tired and unproductive.. Jill was still studying and surfing the net i guess, for some wallpaper stuff.. she couldnt sleep last night, thanks to my snoring, and kept asking me to turn sideways so that i would stop... cos i was sleeping and i dun noe wat i do when i'm sleeping, i became irritated and said some mean stuff that hurt her.. so she went out for awhile, hoping that i would join her, but i was snoringaway on the bed... i woke up when she came back to bed, and i realised something was not right.. so i asked her and explained to her.. luckily she was understanding enuff.. but she cried, which made me sad too.. then she told me she had a letter for me on the table.. at first i tot i could read it later as i was lazy to get out of bed.. but then she said she wanted to confiscate it, so i quickly go read it.. it was something abt how she felt.. after reading it, i was feeling guilty and sad.. looks like i've been an insensitive bastard without realising it.. knnbccb.. how fucker can i be? the part where it touches me most is the part she signed off, as "your baby".. anyway, i was on the verge of tearing but i held it back.. so we had a chat and sorted thing out.. it was then 5+am.. she sadi she wanted to show me the wallpaper stuff that she found on the web.. so we both were looking at it till abt 6+am.. then i suggested mac breakfast... we when to the drive through and ordered breakfast.. on the way back, she play the song "moon river" which i like it alot.. the tune and melody was so right.. the moment i heard it, i loved it.. i could imagine the strong old love between 2 old couples, with white hair, yet the love was so strong as though they were in their teens... i could see myself dancing with her by the song.. awwww...


back to reality.. finally had the results to my website project.. HD! kewl.. Jill got D though, she still dunno yet, cos she's still sleeping.. but guess she'll feel sad when she finds out.. cos she doenst like scoring lower than me.. hmmm.. gonna hit the books again.. jus 3 more days left..


i love u baby.. pls forgive me for the hurt i've caused u..

Friday, November 12, 2004

Day 17


as u most prob can see for urself, i've created another new blog skin.. not really create, jus modify someone's and make it my own.. i can help but to help my bro make one as well, cos he's previous blogskin suck big time man... this's getting fun.. guess next time i return home can make all these nonsense for ppl.. lol..


4 more days to study before the first paper.. yesterday was unproductive.. only did 1 accounting tutorial question which jill wanted to compared answer to.. other than that, jus the blog skin u see, and my bro's... today shall be a productive day..

Thursday, November 11, 2004

Still Day 18


hmmm.. like my new grim reaver blog? i spend the whole day doing up my blog.. i noe i shouldnt be doing all these nonsense, but i couldnt help it.. i'm going to hit the books now..


anyway, this is jus a test post to test my blog..


and may: hope everything's alright.. we'll talk abt it when i return ok? miss ya..
Day 18

counting down each day is making me nuts..

may: what happened to u girl? ever since the conversation we had the other day, havent been hearing from u anymore.. u havent been blogging, niether have u left anything on my tagboard.. oei! wake up ur idea ok! better do something abt it u noe? haha.. anyway, miss ya guys alot.. cant wait to go back... ok, u knock it down 20 first... NOW!

arrgh.. last night i slept at 4+am.. played GB.. cos i bought my Golden Armor liao! wahaha.. gonna go test the power of it.. now, with my skills and my avatar, i'm invincible! and i woke up 10am.. feel like a zombie now.. t("t)

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Day 19

Erina will be going home today.. After partying last night at the Kardi Sports Bar, something Rina said woke me up from my drunkness.. "Cya back in S'pore!" -_-'

yeah, it's a week now from exams and we still went partying.. drank lots of booze and jill starting sprouting nonsense.. kept bombarding me with lots of questions when i was driving back to SV.. it was funny to see her like that.. but half the time i was afraid she might puke in the car!

i wore this t-shirt i bought from jay-jays.. it said, "Mr Winkie wants to buy u a Drinkie".. knn, at least 3 people came and asked me for a drink! wah piang eh.. then this bloke was telling me abt a similar t-shirt he had, but i couldnt hear him and couldnt understand him.. so i jus laughed and finally said, "Good one mate!" and shook his hand and flee..

ok, this is it.. no more play till 24th.. this is the official announcment.. it's gonna be no-life, hardcore studying from today onwards.. 19 more days everyone...

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

20 more days

hmmm, jill's alapu got her the flight details.. she's leaving on the 29th morning, 0155hrs... which means most prob we'll be on different flight home.. i'm ok wif that cos she's taking the flight earlier than mine, which means she's not here by herself... and i can go burstwood when she's gone! haha! anyway, 20 days more to go before the great one returns.. be prepared everyone...

Monday, November 08, 2004

Counting Down - 21 days

3 more weeks of aussie life and i'll be home free! cant wait to taste the yummies they've for me on the plane.. fish or chicken? hmmm..

been trying hard to get my studies done, but it seems almost impossible to do so.. i cant help but kept worryin abt the exams, that i did not prepare myself well enuff for it.. jill seems relax abt it.. she said she the type that works well under stress.. me? i hate stress, that's why i started early..

she had problems sleeping last night.. kept imagining there was 'something' ard the room.. freaked me out when she said she heard something while i hear nothing.. so i held her tight in my arms, hoping she'll feel safe in it.. now she's sleeping like a baby.. baby, i wan u to noe that i'll always be there to protect u.. no one can harm u if i'm ard.. i noe i haven been sweet or anything, always nagging at u for u to study.. but this is how a mother shows concern for her child right? i'm not saying i wanna be ur mum, but that's how i'm caring for u.. i wan u to do ur best and be proud of urself.. i hope u'll understand.. muacks.

mel: i'm sorry for being an asshole, but that is wat i am.. as an arrogant prick myself, i cant stand ppl who are arrogant.. i'm the king of the jungle, the lion that doenst share his hill.. forgive me for my frankness, i jus want my dear friend to be happy.. do watever u seem right, i dun wanna jeopedise our relationship by some guy..

i'm gonna dig into my books now.. but my mind is in GB land.. only 50k to golden armor.. omg.. i'm a GB pro now..

Saturday, November 06, 2004

Friday's nightout at Varge

it's the last day of school yesterday, so all the people in SV were celebrating it.. fucking noisy! wit all the loud music and talking, laughing.. super distracting! but i still managed to force half a chapter of accounting into my head.. anyway, jill suggested we go out, cos she got the "going out" mood... at first i was determined to do hardcore studying.. but the people outside fucking noisy lah... and jill face was black when i disagree, says, "everyone's having fun except us..." in a very sad but cute manner, which immediately melted my heart.. damn.. her cheap tricks always works on me huh? so i was like, "wtf, since u cant beat them, might as well join them!" so i called colin and jio the rest of the girls too.. i wasnt expecting any of them to go, thinking they're not the 'steady' type of people.. hehe.. but i understand rina got her exams on mon, so i din try to psycho her.. so i was prepared to jus go wif jill alone.. but to my surprised, colin said there's a possibility they can.. i was happy, but a later call said they dun wan.. well, at least colin came along...

so we head for nothbridge in the city.. i cant say it's super happenning, but consider ok for boring old perth.. we walked ard, looking for the most happening club, walked for about an hour i think.. then finally settle for "varge", which we came down once during the orientation week. it wasnt too crowded, as the night was still young.. but the crowd came in at ard 12am.. it was cool cos it played hip hop r&b all night!

we grabbed a table and lay out butts out on the nice comfy red chairs.. i wasnt expecting to dance much cos colin doesnt dance to r&b, so we sat there and shout at the top of our voices to try to have a chat.. jill then suggested to play 5-10 wif colin, hoping to make him pissed so that he MAY join us in the dance floor.. she succeeded in making him drink, but couldnt make him 'seghh'.. haha.. so anyway, we went ahead and dance for awhile.. it's been some time since me and jill dance.. i like the feeling.. haha.. so there were space on the dance floor suddenly, so i took the chance to show off some players moves! haha.. i was kinda 'seghh' after 3 jim bean coke.. haha, my drinking sucks, cant drink for nuts! then suddenly this angmo came and be friendly and stuff.. ask where we from and so on, cheering on when me and jill are dancing.. then after a while we went and join colin at the table again..

jill had 2 3/4 botles of smergoff (dunno how to spell) ice, and she was 3/4 pissed liao.. haha.. her eyes were red, she ko in the car... when we reached mac, she was lying on the table.. haha.. anyway, i was a ood night of fun.. too bad u guys missed out (elaine, erina, felix).. haha! singapore awaits me..

Thursday, November 04, 2004

i spent 140 in 2 days.. fuck..

bought 3 dvds from sanity, harry potter 1 & 2, underworld..

bought 3 t-shirts from jay-jays.. plus a board shorts from myers...

oh, not forgetting the other 2 dvds i bought from k-mart... troy and last samurai...

omg...

Wednesday, November 03, 2004


Da Lone Ranger!! hi-ho-sliver!!! Posted by Hello

a lizard that is common in aussie... cool huh? snake like... Posted by Hello

Mr. Browne drinking the remaining tiger beer... he's an alcoholic by nature... Posted by Hello

me, wearing a fucking condom hat when i highlighted my hair.. knnbccb... Posted by Hello

yummy! Cicerellos Fish & chips!! but jill ate the fish and left me the fries... zzzz Posted by Hello

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

Magic Realm

yeah, it's finally out!! my 2nd assignment for ICT108.. check it out!

Magic Realm

Monday, November 01, 2004

had a chat wif ah di and yuansong on msn this afternoon.. i realised how much i'm missing them.. it's only a few months and yet i miss all my friends so much.. omg, i was still planning not to return after this holidays.. cos air ticket expensive.. hmmm.. looks like i've to earn my own ticket if i wanna return.. sianz.. cant be ah xia liao.. well, was kinda taken back when i heard ah di got gf.. happy for him too.. but it's time he lose the blabbiness out of him.. saw him on webcam, brust out laughing.. i hope they'll miss us as much as we miss them.. though all of us have new friends in our lives, i hope things will remain unchanged when we return.. clubbin is for sure, wednesday nite's phuture is something i'm looking forward to.. and not forgetting all the yummies back home.. and yuansong, lemme drive ur tuscani ok? i now prefer manual cars liao, auto cars boring.. haha...

Saturday, October 30, 2004

finally done with my 2nd website project.. had a great time rushing thurday night and this morning.. the day seems so long... now's already 0308hrs.. and i'm still awake.. think cos i doze off while watching troy at the girl's place jus now.. havent been cookin for awhile.. these 2 days had been eating out.. cos no time to cook.. ate lots of sinful stuff.. then neber go gym.. omg... i dunno wat to write now.. jus writing whatever comes to mind... lalalala... yeah... jill menses came, so expecting her to be abit cranky these few days.. but i'm alrite.. she's not tat moody, jus watch wat i say and not piss her off.. i should be alrite.. lalala.. nuttin coming out of my head.. hmmmm... oh! i went BP for the auto car wash... quite cool huh? been wanting to try that since i had the last one when i was a lil kid.. cost me 9 bucks.. colin tried it too.. i had a hard time getting the wheel in between the ramp.. wasnt a very clean job, but at least better.. the car forever dirty one.. dunno why.. birds like to shit on our car.. knnbccb.. lin bei clean until kao peh kao bu, u knn jus anyhow shit.. then got like some blood-like stains on the front.. not another rabbit... ok, reall nutin to write liao.. can see from my typing i'm really lazy and tired. mind-swichting off..

Friday, October 29, 2004

why does my english suck? how come i cant use big words to impress ppl? how come i dunno any of them, and cant remember them? izzit becoz i din read story book when i was young? or i was brought up in a chinese speaking environment.. wtf? why all ya must use profound english? why cant yall' stick to good'o singlish? anyway, was reading xinyi, elaine, diana's blog, and realise they like to use big words to describe stuff... i always tot these words can only be seen in story books, novels, or watevers.. but never tot these kinda words would come out of ppls brain.. should i brush up my english? but i lazy leh.. may's another fool who's using words that i dun understand.. hmmm.. live life simple dudes.. blame me, i'm dumb... i'll get my desendents to read more.. surely..

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

to my love ones in s'pore..

may, ivan, mel, yuansong, singyee, ah di, evan, xinyi, peter, ben, chunhe, steven and all the rest..

not forgetting my dad and my asshole brother..

i miss u all like crazy...

take care, i'll be back soon!

Sunday, October 24, 2004

went to swan valley, drove an hour from south st.. i tot the place was gonna be fun.. can see the factories and how they make stuff.. but neber leh.. all jus fucking wine tasting and wine tasting.. boring for me as i wasnt such a wine freak.. but anyway, jill wanted to go visit the choc factory so i go loh.. i feel that the entire trip, only the choc factory was worth going.. cos got freebies chocolate for us to take, and the kiasu girls took handfuls of it, which melted in the hot sun.. haha.. elaine's lil' dove choc bar, melted to become choc paste!! haha..

a sinful day of food yesterday..
1) mac @ 11am for breakfast
2) nandos @ 4 pm for lunch
3) pizza @ 9pm for dinner
4) 2 bottles of tiger beer after dinner
5) mac again @ 2am for supper

Saturday, October 23, 2004

RESIDENT EVIL: APOCOLYPSE

first of all, 'the nemisis' is super cool man! it's exactly the same as the game on PS, kept chasing ard and can never be injured by bullets.. fucking hate him in the game, but like him in the show.. Jill Valentine was damn cool too.. but i dun think she;s the 'fuck care, i dun give a shit, die muthafucker, xinyi' type of person, as compared to the game itself.. dunno why they try to make her character so garang.. but not bad, she was quite hot.. but nothing compare to Alice.. injected wif the T-virus, se gained super human strength and able to lept over fences, dodging from bullets, and kick some zombie's ass... her moves were super cool... esp when she was 'running' down the building, and wack the shit out of the 4 guys at the bottom.. cool... gonna get the soundtrack, either d/l from kazza or go buy 2nd hand.. i jus got soundtrack of 'spiderman', '8 mile' and 'tomb raider' from the bookshop..

my confirmed window seat...

FLIGHT FROM/TO DATE TIME
------ ------- ---- ----
1. SQ 226 PERTH 29NOV 4.00 PM
SINGAPORE 29NOV 9.05 PM

Thursday, October 21, 2004


my new hairstyle.. only 30 bucks!!! cut, highlight, wash, blow, style!!! Posted by Hello

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

tons of work yet been done, but looking for time to play as well.. marketing presentation die next monday, hope this time, lisa has prepared herself for it... marketing test next thursday, covering the last 4 chapters.. i got 12/20 for my 3rd law test, fucking disappointed.. only mange to get 12% compared to the previous 2.. there goes my HD... hopefully can do better in the final to cover up for this.. murray wasnt ard for monday's tut, so the other lady showed up.. she was a pain in the ass man.. if i knew she was gonna be so horrible, i would have skipped the lecture instead.. damn pressure man during her class.. she style of teaching is totally diff from murray's.. however, that is the first time i managed to gain something from a law tut..

gym session is getting more and more fierce.. as me and felix took up the 'power' routine.. body ache seems so usual to me.. almost every part of my body is aching now.. i guess i'll trouble walking by thursday... instead of losing weight, i think i've gain 0.5kg instead.. must be all the fast food junkies last week.. nabey.. gonna stop all those shit from now on.. and gonna do cadio exercise as well.. maybe skipping will be a good idea to start off..

have i changed? am i losing myself? hmmm.. i wonder... i need my light side jedi powers back.. all these studyin are making me lose them.. should have gone to the sports bar jus now to recharged myself.. blah... i shall be there next tuesday...
i created my first blogskin! hahahahahaha!!

Friday, October 15, 2004


my new oakley bag.. bought it for AUD$150.. the olice colour one is my old one.. finally got my O series bag.. hapy like fuck! Posted by Hello
finally over with all the due test and assignments, having a "break" now.. free from rushing work. but still go a webpage project due end of this month.. hmmm, but that should be chicken shit.. no worries.

i'm really happy that we're albe to find some friends here as well, if not jus me and jill will be quite boring as well.. i'm happy that she's able to click with the girls, and me finding a smoking kaki and a gym kaki.. not bad not bad.. i still miss my gang back in s'pore, and it seems we're drifting further apart.. i hope this's jus me.. maybe they've gotten use to life without us, or maybe we too.. but, i'm gonna make sure we stick like glue once again when 'da great one' returns back to s'pore.. ppl shall once again bow down to 'da great one' and i shall rule once more.. haha!

i wanna play mahjong.. i woner how ppl can play without playing money.. where got kick? makes me lazy to make swee swee.. anyhow anyhow win can liao.. so boring.. must play money then will stress, stress then will think, think then will fun make... haiz... gonna find some hardcore mahjong kakis..

when to a s'pore link (some loser club) event last night.. i expected it to be quite sian.. cos it like only 30+ ppl altogether... it was held at utopia, a bubble tea cum ktv joint. not bad place.. got makan, ktv, bubble tea (which seems to be jill's latest craze..), xbox for kids to play.. overall a very taiwanese place.. there where games which i cant really recall the name of it.. but the most funny one was the savenger hunt thingy.. where the mc will call out, "erhmm, now i wan the longest......". then each group gonna think of what are the possibilities of things being the lonest and send one representative out.. so the first one we sent jill out, thinking it was the longest hair.. sekali become longest tounge!! wah, u shld see the expression of my face immediately! i bursted out laughing like mad.. and jill's face went red. cos i noe her tounge is super long, so it was a sure win for us.. oh, btw, i name my group "da power rangers!" anyway, it was damn funny loh... then i kana sent out twice for the "sharpest" and the "thickest" which turns out to be nose and lips. the nose one i admiit defeat, cos the other girls nose machiam witch one, blardy indian nigger... then the lips one the other group play cheat, cos it's judge but the level of cheering and applause.. then my fellow rangers sit there like robots, cheer soft soft only.. and the fat mama's group "the kuku-nehnehs" scream damn loud.. so she win loh.. unfair.. her lips where got thicker than mine? nabey play cheat.. stupid fat mama..

then after that was ktv! havent sang a long time except for the private sessions wif jill in the car.. first song was "wu ding", nabey i zao sia.. second song was "lou xia na ge nui ren", that one before i sang i heard ppl behind me saying, "hey, this song very nice!" so i tot can impress ppl with the song i familar wif, and think will be able to pull it off nicely.. so i sang like super star like that.. the room was quiet when my voice filled the room. i tot everyone was enchanted by it.. then i finished and expected applause as they did for any other songs, but no one clapped.. nabey chao cheebye! fucker lanjiao neh neh pus pus!! dun give me face! either that or they too enchanted liao, stone there wont move.. hmmm, i think they stone lah.. so i clap for myself loh.. then the cheering followed on.. must be they stoning lah.. too nice liao mah... hahaha..

so we sing and sing, till our hearts conent, till everyone left and the whole room was jus left for us! song! then sing till sore throat.. but it was cool.. surprised that jill opened her golden mouth and filled the room with her sweet voice.. everyone had a good time singing except my ah bao friend, colin, who couldnt read chinese and too shy to sing.. haha, but i guess he enjoyed listening.. after all, i taught him the rubber band trick which kept him busy for a few seconds.. heh heh..

wah, fingers tired liao.. i wan teh tarek and cheese prata..

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

today's my ORD day... sob sob...

i got back the results for my marketing test.. 38/50.. which i think is pretty fine. well, it's not the kind which would make me jump out of my seat, but it still is like a pat on the back, for the hard work i put in.. another commercial law test coming up tml, sian.. study about contract law and some legal shit.. did the first chapter last night, doing the next 2 today. damn hungry now..

arrgh, been super busy recently, tons of revision and assignment weighing on me. jus finished the accounting project, did it shittily.. din really ut in alot of effort doing it. guess it was the one week sch break, made me have the holiday mood and not study.. went to perth royal show wif friends.. (read more abt it in jill's blog). fuking fireworks was damn chio.. first time i see close up fireworks. beside that time CNY with mel on my bike, squeezing along busy road of chinatown, had a few glimpse of the fireworks while trying to dirve. and mel get to see it, damn..

anyway, i'm missing home more and more.. i can see the date coming soon.. if nothing goes wrong, hopefully will be back on the 26th of nov. haven book my tickets yet, gonna do it asap liao.. before it all booked up..

Sunday, October 10, 2004


hog's breath..the first steak we ate since we came here..  Posted by Hello

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

woah, havent been blogging for awhile.. been really busy with assignment.. plus jill's always hogging the net to chat and do online shopping.. hmmm.. finally got a chance for me to use, while she;s still sleeping.. i think i gonna get a router.. since now our com is at the same place.. sooner or later also need to get one.. or should i bring from home? hmmmm... think i bring mine lah... then no need to spend the extra $$.. been spending quite alot recently.. been eating outside most of the time, so abit costly leh.. me and jill went to ate Nandos 3 times this week!! sinful...

watch AVP with baby, felix the cat, colin martin baxtor and 'quite' melvin, who finally open his mouth after the show, exlaining the AVP stuff.. AVP is fuking nice loh.. how can anyone not like it? the only thing is that it's too short.. not enough fighting.. too much crap in front.. it's like the clashes of the titans.. my 2 favourite alien friends on the same screen! how blardy cool is that! to those who dun like AVP, u can kiss my big fat white ass!

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

i got only 18/20 for my law test... damn... lose to my baby.. but i'm proud of her.. good job!
stressing out...

so much stuff to be done this month.. marketing test up this thursday, 5 chapters.. planned to finish 3 chapters by today, but friday & sat been playing, went gym, watch show, had dinner at friend's place and learn how to play bridge.. i jus bought a new phone! nokia 7600.. the mango shape phone.. super user unfriendly, stupid buttons on the sides.. but cos there wher limited models to choose from.. the plan we got is super lah, cant find in s'pore one.. it called "CAP 99" where ur bill never exceed 99 bucks, cos it covers $500 worth of call time. and we din paid a single cent for the phone, paid by installment! 9per month for 2 years, can terminate after abt 4 months, but gonna pay th balance of the phone lah...

ok, back to study... stress sia.. accounting assignment due in 2 weeks time, havent even touch yet.. then got another web page to complete, 15 pages! and marketing presentation next month... zzzz.. so little time, so much to do... help... i need a breather... i need a dog...

Friday, September 24, 2004

23rd of September..

today's my 22nd birthday, none of my friends remember this date except for weihao, angeline, my brother and my dad... haiz... my best gal bud din remember.. my brothers din remembered... it seems like we've drifted so far apart and i'm like a no one... haiz.. kinda sad though, not angry or pissed, jus disappointed.. luckily my baby is here wif me.. she so sweet, bought me a jacket and a playas shirt.. nice sia.. it's been sometime since i recieve a present.. although she made me choose it, but it was still sweet... but i feel kinda paisei spending her money though.. cos she've been spending lots on her OWN clothes... yes, LOTS... hahha, jus kidding.. but anyway, met up wif some uni friends and went for dinner at this posh jap place called, "matsuri".. food's great, price is reasonable too... i gave them a treat cos they gave me face and came.. i was happy.. haha.. then went burswood casino and lost 140.. shall not talk abt that... zzz... most surprising is that my flatmate, yuko (a jap student), made me jap curry!! haha... cos once i told her i like jap curry, and the other day, we were talking abt our birthdays, which was 4 days apart.. haha... really sweet of her loh... anyway, i noe deep down inside ya'll assholes remembers my birthday.. esp my shit head gal bud.... nabey kuku phua turban!!! i still miss u mutha-fuckers alot...fuck off my good friends!

p/s: i not angry ok? really not.... $%$&&^*^%$#@#$%^*&(

Friday, September 17, 2004

"llama bar"

went to this event oganised by the "s'pore link".. hmmm, actually not, it's by one of the member.. anyway, it was this clubbing event held at subiaco, llama bar ( pronounced as lama bar) we were expecting a trance/house club, but it turns out to be like a kinda chill-out place.. may would have like the atmosphere and the music they played. the event name was called "re-borned" wonder wat it means too.. lamey name for a lamey bar.. i like the music they played though, un-dance-able. unless u had a couple of drinks and kinda drowsy.. the crowd wasnt alot as well.. guess it din turn out as good as it was exepected. drinks were going cheap, happy hour till 1 am.. s'pore where got like tat.. average drinks were abt 5-7 dollars.. not bad i guess.. jill got picked up by an ang-mo, a baldy, i forgot his name liao.. he looked like the "crazy-eyes" from the movie, "Mr. Deeds", if anyone caught it wld noe who izzit.. he was quite a gentleman, bought jill a drink, talk cock, ask whether i mind or not.. i was fine with it, but jill had a hard time understandin what he says.. at the end, he gave her a name card which was shedded into pieces by her when we left te place.. hahah, i was laughing like mad. then i raced back wif felix the cat and slept like a baby after watching "timeline", yup, a dvd... ZZzzzz...

Monday, September 13, 2004


yes! finally it's up! for those who have been eagerly wanting to have a look at our ride, here ur chance! Posted by Hello

for more info, click on this link to see more pictures that i took...

Our car...

Saturday, September 11, 2004


Jill's childhood favourite cartoon... the last unicorn... awww.... Posted by Hello
yum cha...
went to "joy garden" wif elaine, wriston and his coursin, nicholas i think, to have tim sum.. woah, it the best yum cha session i've ever had! most of the stuff were order by the others, while me and jill jus sat there and ate.. haha, cos we dunno cantonese, so din bother to make a fool out of ourselves.. haha.. ate ALOT sia... had to go for a smoke break before continuing 2nd round.. looks like my gym effort all go into longkang liao... jill said nick was a really nice person, nice to talk to and shop wif. maybe cos he's different, that's why he can click more wif girls and understand there needs and wants, so as to better satisfy them.. (eh? marketing??) anyway, had a great time today.. we found out that nick's not returning this holiday and he doesnt mind looking after the dog for us! wow! finally! both of us r really excited to get a dog finally.. most prob gonna adopt one from the newspaper.. cheaper.. some are even free! i wan a border collie, but it a working dog, so bound to be super active and it's not suitable for apartments, cos it needs place to run.. hmmm... see how loh... sianz...

Friday, September 10, 2004

food court incident..
went shopping with jill today at westfield today.. (as promised, so LL...) first we had lunch at the food court there.. was kinda indecisive though, cos both of us werent too hungry.. but anyway, we decided to eat and settle for chinese food. order 2 child's dish.. yes. Brandon da great wif a child's dish.. humiliation... i requested the from the anuty for a larger plate, cos she's pratically squeezing tons of rice and the dishes onto one puny lil' plate.. but she rejected me, says it'll cost me 90 cents more for a larger plate.. kknbccb! i want to trash her store sia.. fucker moron... cant be bothered anyway... then we sat down and the tray was fucking smelly! smells like my foot when i have foot rot.. WAH.... buay tahan sia.. so quickly threw it back to the store, hoping to kill the bietch at the same time, but failed.. nabey...

shall not mentioned much about the shopping stuff as u will/have read from jill's blog, so i can save u the trouble from readin twice..

stuff that i bought today..

  1. 4 x briefs - 1 red for burstwood casino.. knn, must win back my $170 i lost there..
  2. 1 dvd ($4.90, used to be $26.90), in line skating shit for my bro.. dun say i never buy u anything... fucker...
  3. 3 x tennis balls ($7.50) - practise juggling..
  4. a $20 haircut by a bietch who din include a wash and blow.. fuck.


went to look at pets again... now jill wans a spoodle (cocker spaniel + poodle), but i prefer the border collie + kelpie, black and white one, medium size.. but the shopkeeper says it's hyper-active.. needs place to run, no suitable for apartments.. sianz...

Thursday, September 09, 2004

went to gym again and hit the weights.. havent recover from my muscleache 2 days ago, and i decided to whack more to counter it.. but it ended up getting worse.. did the threadmill for 20 mins.. on speed 10.1, cos i saw this chick 2 machines away doing speed 10, so as a typical s'porean, i decided to do 0.1 more than her.. haha! anyway, i din cool down before coming down from the threadmill, so my legs were soft when i touch the 'normal' ground again.. manage to prevent myself from falling anyway.. now chest ache like mad.. cant take off my t-shirt without aching.. alamak..

me and jill went to the computer lab in SV to do our home page project.. we actually stayed for 5 damn hours! but luckily she managed to finish her's.. cos i told her to finish her's before she can go shopping tml.. see? that's how to make this girl work.. nabey... must use reward one... haha.. and ice cream tml.. but i'm really proud of her that she can finish her's so fast.. mine took me awhile to finish.

but by the time we want to eat dinner, it was abt 9+pm.. din feel like cooking.. so i ate bread and soup again, and jill had tom yam again.. that's wat we ate in the morning as well... Zzzz.. cannot la, must try and finish the meat we bought, if not spoilt..
some adjustments had been made.. pls comment... thks.
http://www.geocities.com/chekngan2000

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

Gym..

Yeah! finally got to join the gym liao! happy sia, can pump my boobies again, they were turning saggy as it were last time.. now can be big boobies again! now muscles aching.. cant ever reach my back for a scratch.. the gym is not as bad as i tot initially.. but some girls were strong sia.. taking the same weights as i do.. i feel pai seh when i saw them.. nabey.. but train to super strong.. arrgh...

my bike...
my dad told me the other day that he might sell my bike away.. hmmm, i guess all good things have to come to an end.. i do miss my bike alot.. miss my riding days.. the morning ride from sengkang to jurong.. riding fast in between cars.. i dunno.. now i feel like a stranger to bikes.. like i dun remember the feeling of being on a bike.. still remember the time i took may out and we rode in the rain.. both our top were dry, cos got jacket, but below waist, all wet... and my previous bike the cusion got hole, after rain it's wet, butt i dunno.. then someone sat on it and her pants became wet.. machiam she pee on her pants.. funni sia.. luckily go bishan only.. and once jill wore my rain jacket, we nearly died at the carpark.. luckily she jumped off fast enough and left me struggling to prevent the bike from falling whille my slippers is slipping and my pinky in between the handle and the brake.. kanna dented la, my poor pinky..

my family..
well, had abit of thinking recently. kinda miss my family.. i mean, i regret not being close wif them and not cherish the times i had wif them.. i didnt even hug my dad and bro when i left.. not even a last picture.. i was thinking.. "when was the last time we 3 took a pic together?" that was a long time man.. so when i return, gonna take time and bring my dad, his gf and my bro ard.. go eat stuff and watch movie toggether.. yeah, family style.. i'm really grateful to my dad for letting me come here and study.. must be tough on him.. i'll study hard and repay him in future.. i hope to be an inspiration to my brother as well.. to me, he's alwas my little brother.. need yelling to get him to do things.. always have the idea he spoilts my stuff and blames him.. guess i can be an asshole at times.. forgive me k? i hope we can be friend/brother relationship.. do stuff together like we used too when young, play 2 players games.. haha.. do study hard, listen to wat dad says, dun make him pissed off.. try keeping the place neat at least.. wash ur dishes and throw the food u ate away.. AT LEAST LAH... send my regards to him and his gf.. i love u all guys.. take care.. miss da family.. and mum...

Monday, August 30, 2004

Presentation...

We had our marketing presentation today.. practised like mad last night. and jill was like trying to recall everything without her notes to me.. wow.. she did a good job this morning, didnt realise its her first presentation until she told me.. nice job baby! well, partly had to go to me for the stuff i taught her.. haha.. no lah.. anyway, i was feeling gan jiong too.. was standing in front of the class when jill was presenting.. standing there wif my arms folded, babyblue fitted t-shirt, thinking, "arrgh, wat the heck! might as well show off my huge biceps and ang gong!" haha.... jill always complains that i mumbles and shit.. so i spoke really loud today, guess i shocked the class abit.. when i was talking, it reminded me when i was in OCS, where we gonna do public speaking as well.. so it's kinda ok for me facing a crowd. BUT my legs were trembling after i finished.. yeah, my teammate was terrible... ZZZzzzz...

i wan a dog!!!

wah... buay tahan liao lah... we kept going to pet shops and all the puppies were so cute! nabey.. usually i dun go for such things one.. but as the more i look at them, the more i wanna own them.. thanks to jill i guess. she influenced me.. however, there are so many things to think about first before getting a dog.. most importantly is where the dog is gonna go when we return home for holidays.. i was thinking maybe i could stay here while jill goes back to visit.. this way i can save $$ for my dad too.. but i'll miss home, my friends.. hmmmm... still considering whether to get a new dog, or to send pepper over.. but if only pepper's coming, i'll get another puppy.. if both pep and aries is coming, then i wun.. see how loh.. but i wanna get a collie!! sure damn suay one.. bring back home also cool.. but my dad would disapprove.. maybe if i train it properly, then my dad wun make noise.. cos he always thinks that dogs will shit and pee all over the hse and bite stuff... that time bring pepper he also never say anything.. i'm sure feide would also like to have a dog.. haiz....

Sunday, August 29, 2004

Gunbound items wishlist..

  • Great Devil Suit - Done
  • Cheif Hat - Done
  • Robot X
  • Pet-AD
  • Golden Armour
  • Great Devil Hair
  • Golden Helmet
  • Saturday, August 28, 2004

    stress with assignment and tests....

    Wednesday, August 25, 2004

    yeah, it's finally out... fresh from the mircowave! check it out! Comments!!

    http://www.geocities.com/chekngan2000
    Japenese yummies!
    we made our first "zaru soba" today! wow.. tasted like restaurant style sia... hmmm, me and jill are very satisfied wif our dinner today, cos we both like the soba.. we bought a cookbook, 2 in fact, 1 chinese food and 1 jap food. so we head down to perth this afternoon and grab all the ingredients for the recipes. total cost abt 35 bucks.. wow, heart pain.. but nothing compared to the 170 i lost last night at burstwood. nabey cheebye, damn suay... fuck i dun care, come the 23th of next month, i'm going back with 200 bucks capital.. this time i gonna make sure i get my red undies and win! chao cheebye...

    now we're having our 1 week term break.. so suang, study one month, break for 1 week.. s'pore where got like that.. but straight after the break, we got 2 test coming up.. sian.. commercial law and marketing. hope we can do well.. but before that, monday, we got our presentation coming.. marketing.. the previous 2 groups that presented are really boring man.. most of the class is like dreaming or drawing on their note pads.. toot. if the do that during my presentation, i'm gonna throw the duster at their face.. nabey...

    hmmm, u guys havent been bloggin much heh? esp may and xinyi.. been busy lately? well, do look after urself and blog once in awhile to update urself to 'da great one'.. oh, shin, if u do see evan, send him my regards and tell him i saw one guy that really looks like him.. well, kinda miss him to though... haiz..

    Tuesday, August 17, 2004

    inspection
    had my first flat inspection. dunno why but it kinda tense me up, maybe due to the strictness of army standard of cleaniness.. anyway, i did wat i was tasked to do, clean the floor.. so i mopped it.. then when i came back, the inspection was over, results were out.. everything is fine except mine area.. fuck sia... pissed off leh.. i looked around and saw dirt all over.. maybe jus by mopping is not efficient enough.. anyway, i swept it again, and i think they came to check again.. then they pass me this time.. if not must be fined one leh.. chaocheebye.. suckered student's money.. jill having her's later.. hahha..

    songs of the 90's
    last night we couldnt sleep, cos we took a nap in the evening.. so we sang songs together.. those songs that were heard during our primary and secondary day.. at first was quite ok, then we moved on to techno songs.. as an ah beng during my younger days, i was more familar with techno songs rather then pop.. anyway, here's the list of songs we did, i jus downloaded it this morning..
    1. frente - bizzare love triangle
    2. rick price - heaven knows
    3. eric clapton - tears in heaven
    4. american tale OST - somewhere out there
    5. MJ - rock with you
    6. MJ - remember the time
    7. MJ - black or white
    8. land before time OST - if we hold on together
    9. masterboy - feel the fire
    10. datura - infinity
    11. pj duncan - eternal love

    got somemore, but i forgot liao...

    Sunday, August 08, 2004

    now...



    after...



    loving someone..
    it's a nice feelin to jus watch u when u r still sleeping,, minus sometimes the punchin and karate choppin'... but it makes me feel really lucky to have u, sleeping beside me.. every morning, wakin wif u in my arms.. even when i'm typing this, u r still sleepin like a baby... (no wait.. u r kicking madly now...) i really love u alot, treasure every second we spent.. feel really happy, lucky, a feeling that i cant put into words, whenever u kiss my hand.. thanks baby for being there for me when i lost money.. haha.. seriously, thanks for ur love.. so start feeding me ok? before ur alapu say i lost weight again...

    and friends, i have been a person who really tresures friendship and brotherhood.. though 2 of my brthers seems pretty heartless.. yup, u noe who i'm talking abt.. except ivan, though sometimes he can really be a pain in the ass, but end of the day, he's always there for us. so dun hate him for what he says, he jus likes to piss ppl off, that's him.. if he stops that one day, it's be a piece missing from us..

    jus watch 2 shows this week, "white chicks" and "i-robot".. when watching the first show, "white chicks", the entire cinema was practically empty! only people there is the 2 of us, and another old couple.. so again, jill said i was laughing too loud.. haha.. must be the emptiness of the cinema tat makes my laughter loud... 2nd show she complaint my feet stinks, as i took off my shoe in the cinema and pt my feet up on the seat below.. well, got no choice but to wear them back.. guess it my socks.. now also can smell.. arrgh...

    may, wat are u working as again? somethin similar to ig's? standing for 8 hrs? gosh.. 10 mins make my legs wobble and getting pissed and impatient liao.. i miss the times chatting below ur block (yeah, with mel too..) all the funny stuff we did and said.. and mel always made that stupid "matrix" move everytime she put on the helmet.. wonder y someone will associate wearing a helmet with matrix..? hmmm.. one the weird stuff she did/say... dun worry, good'o gal bud or mine, i'll still be there for u when u need someone.. but jus that i cant be physically there.. we'll be back at the end of the year... not far from now.. so be patient, "da great one" will be back on his throne and rule once more.. take care my friends!

    Saturday, August 07, 2004

    hair cut
    got my hair cut at perth city.. by a nigger.. yup, a nigger! damn.. tot niggers can cut really cool hair styles.. but apparently, he cant.. he made a dick out of my hair! except for the cool sideburns... his mouth stinks REALLY bad.. oh yeah.. really baddd.... machiam he smoke weed or dope.. yeah, and jill broke the poor nigger's shaver.. then she stand there machiam nothing wrong like tat... wtf??? the poor nigger looks like he lost his rice bowl already.. without one damn shaver.. and he said it cost 100 bucks??!! he said it was brand new.. wah lao, see asian think we stupid ah??? but i was kinda guilty.. jus abit... well, jill claims it not her fault.. i'm not too sure too, cos i think she bumped into it and broke the adapter.. nevertheless, i cant be bothered wit the nigger after we walked out.. for the damn haircut, i should have burn his shop down... lucky we only broke a shaver, not his neck... "city of god..."

    shopping!!!
    went shopping at garden city this afternoon... it's this major shopping center, largest we can find so far.. actually we bought movie tickets at southland, cos we tot there's no cinema at garden's... we reached at 1345... "i-robot" starts at 1600.. so we tot we can kill some time walking around.. we bought the tics at 1355, and finished walking the mall at 1400... nothing much to shop ard.. clothes looks shitty, damn ex.. so we decided to drive to garden's.. to get my track pants... we reached garden's at 1500, cos before that, we watch a "talenttime" show at the foodcourt! like kids and teens dancing and singing.. ok lah, not bad... jill said one of the 14 yr olds had really big boobs... hahaha!!

    i got my track pants after finally managed to find a 'm' size one.. damn rare sia, wit all these fat aussies ard... jill bought a pink puma sweater and adidas track pants wif pink stripes.. looks cute on her.. at first she was deciding between a pink, babyblue, and greyish blue sweater.. then she chose the pink one instead.. now she said she wanna get the babyblue one as well, so we are going back on monday again... haha! typical kiasu s'porean, scare dun have her size.. haha! btw, here she can only fit in a size 8, or she gonna go take a walk at the kids department! and i finally got my dumbbells!! yeah, can start training again!

    burswood casino...
    damn, i lost a hundred bucks.... but i won a hundred the other time.. so "no win, no lose".. but still abit pain... (fei de, dun tell dad ah!) but can tell him here got casino, if he come, i can bring him there! haha... damn suay sia.. played ban luck (blackjack), most of the time get 12, 13, 14... fucking shitty loh! only a few times get 18, 19.. BUT, the dealer will managed to get 20, or 21... fucking hell.. plus i suspect the dealer is gay.. cos he looked really sissy... cheebye, i gonna win back my dough.. fuck man! gonna buy red underwear and wear it there, then i'll make jill wear her red panties and bra, after she bought them first.. then i gonna wear until whole body red.. and wear gold chain and stuff.. and must bai shen first.. but no sheng to bai, so forget it...

    if u manage to read until this line, i say u r really good and patient.. cos if it was me, i wouldn;t bother wif all these crap i jus wrote.. cheers mate~! i miss u friends and family....... bluff.... hahah.. no lah, really lah... bluff!!! (hahaha, kanna suckered for 2 times!) ok ok lah.. really miss u all ok? take care! NO more 'prata' or 'frog porridge' on ur blog ok! these 2 words are BANNED!!!!

    Friday, July 30, 2004

    Getting my car TODAY!!!
     
    yeah, going to get our car later.. i'm so excited till i cant sleep.. slept at one plus last night after losing a few games at GB, then woke up at 7.56am.. jill's still sleeping, dun wanna wake her up, wait she grumpy.. guess she'll be waking up soon.. i tickled her nose this morning, then suddenly, her hand jus shot up! my face was spared from a karate chop few inches away.. phew... the way she sleep is damn cute.. sometimes anyhow kicking around.. gave me a shock, next sec? ZZzzz... haha.. oh, and once i was punched by her in the eye, in the middle of the night.. haha.. hmmmm... the karate chop would have been worse i guess... "Junter.." that was what the French car saleman pronouns her name.. wah lau, buay tahan sia.. wanna burst out laughing liao, in front of Bon Serge... Junter, junter.... hahaha

    Kill Bill Vol.1
     
    yeah, yeh.. an old show, but nice... some parts i find it really funny though... like whenever something was being chopped off, blood gushes out like the garden sprinkler.. lol... but not bad, done in an old style manner.. like 70's or 80's.. at first i tot was the road show, till jill's flatmate, kris, said the show was meant to be like tat.. oh, they dun rent VCD here!! only video tapes and DVDs.. lots of porn too?? yummy... but one good thing is that they rent games! yup, GAMES... ps2, xbox, n64.. alots more... cool huh? jill was saying she should've brough her ps2.. arrgh... i wanna rent kill bill vol.2!!! hate this type of show, when u have to watch another one to complete the story.. except for LOTR... heh heh..

    Shin: why u so angry all the time? aiyah, that time at mount aber should have taken a picture wif u... Zzzz.. forgotten.. damn.. nvm, i'll being seeing u again right? somewhere, sometime... fate will bring u to me... Muhahahha... t('.'t) oh btw, fuck the fucking portugal guy... haha..

    Wednesday, July 28, 2004

    MEL: thanks for the tips on cooking beef... i forgot u gonna poke it.. but even small pieces of beef chunks? hmmm, yeah, i guess it's becoz i din marinate the beef before cooking, that's why it tasted so raw.. now both me and jill have fobia eating beef...
     
    TO DA REST OF DA GANG: steady poom pee pee loh... when we around, never see u all so steady, plan to meet up once a week.. everytime, "can't la, busy.." or "watch wat show??? i dun like watching shows.." or "nah, i dun club, i'll jus sit there and see u all dance.." then NOW?? hmmm, me and jill are not very happy with this.. so buay steady one.. do all the fun stuff without us.. then when i ard, jio ppl, all gimme funny excuses.. wah lau... not say i petty, but this kinda attitude should have been drilled into ur skull a long time ago.. we're DA GANG.. and we'll stick together for life k? now u guys are missing jus 2 pieces of DA PUZZLE, how abt me and jill? we're short of the entire puzzle! haiz, i'm freezing my arse typing this.. pls tell everyone i said hi.. and i wan CHEESE PRATA!!! arrgh... stop reminding me abt it...
     
    XINYI: yo kuku, wtf have u been up to? busy wif someone izzit? havent been seeing u updating ur blog or coming online.. kukujiaolanpaji....
     
    sorry baby, wun force u to eat those damn blardy carrots again... :)

    Friday, July 23, 2004

    To Singyee
    no, me and jill dun need to snatch for toilet.. cos i got my own personal one in my room!! but poor jill is sharing wif 4 others for 2 toilets.. heh heh.. but i guess it shouldnt post a problem.. cos not many ppl are like peeing freaks like me and jill, so i guess it's pretty ok... good luck on ur freshie grad and flatmate!
     
    To my Dearest May...
    though i'm not physically in s'pore, but you guys will still have fun without me right? guess u gonna get used to Ivan being th sole co-ordinator now.. but seriously, knowing that i'm not alone, he gopnna change tat attitude of his man.. buay tahan.. even angeline has the same thoughts too.. so ppl who sees this, pls be a kind soul and tell him that.. and ya, meihui, ur ang moh so damn chiem!!! dun use so profound words can??? hard for me to understand leh.. afterall, i'm jus an undergraduate... wait till i get my degree then u start using ur chiem English can??? heehheehe.. yeah.. i miss u alot too.. movie-ka-ki... la la la la la....
     
    To my Stupid Mel
    FINE! i changed ur name back to "melissa" liao.. happy? dun keep tempting me with cheese prata and frog's porridge... dun force me to start learn making prata here k? btw, i broke a chopper leh... strong huh? nearly killed myself.. u got a nice blog, dogs and stuff.. jill forgoteen her cable for her digicam.. so we cant upload any photos yet.. damn.. arse... oh, wanna ask u how to cook beef.. cos i cooked some last night, and it still have the "beefy" smell.. immediate vomit.. arrgh... jill's brave enough to eat 2 pieces... last but not least... Ex Pleas... arggh nvm...
     
    To my dumb Leopard-hair Brother
    dun keep being stupid and getting caught by dad!!! told u so many times to be careful liao.. arse... keep ciggy properly will die meh? think now he already give up hope on u liao.. might as well smoke in his face.. there will be some stuff i need u to help me send it over.. fuck the booklist i sent u ok? i'm buying it over here.. costs abt the same.. will be sending u another e-mail once i gotten down all the stuff i need.. and remember to maintain my bike for me... wash it! and polish it! all the stuff u need is in the "Red" bucket in the kitchen.. all the washing materials.. polisher use the "ELF" brand one.. and onli polish the painted parts! and also the box.. any questions pls lemme noe.. u got my number right? 61 405 405 134... i forgot u wat user liao, but if u M1, type 021 before the number... if wanna use hse phone, must go buy international phone card from Econ. singtel calling card, then press the 2nd option one.. aiyah i forgot it liao.. go figure out ok? last but not least, fuck off arse hole...
     
    i got a fucking virus in my com last night then it couldnt be saved! fucking cheebye! lanjiao pajit... had to use the fucking recovery CD to re-format it... kaninabuchaocheebye! waste of time sia.. fucking pissed.. "oh, u gonna update ur com with the latest noton anti-virus.. or u'll be cut off.. blah blah.." that's wat Sarah said.. Screw ur arse lah! fucking so many virus in murdoch LAN connection.. one more of these nonsense, i'll burn Student Village down.. lampoji... i mean it.. erhm.. maybe not, will get double charged.. i'm still under the SAF remember? hahah, trust u (who is reading) to believe it.. suckerS! heh heh...

    Tuesday, July 20, 2004

    Things that i need now....
     
    1) a CAR!!!
    2) a University Student Card
    3) a Student Concession "Sticker"
    4) a haircut
    5) gym workout
    6) a chopper (cos i broke one last night trying to cut frozen chicken)
    7) a nice poopy session where i can smoke..
    8) 10 mins before my enrolment starts..
    9) the unit that i needa take.. (btw, i got awarded 36 out of 72 credits.. woo ooh!)
     
    ok, gtg... jill's rushing me.. arse...

    Sunday, July 18, 2004

    think my blog is turning mouldy, so better make use of my free time to write some shit.. well, perth is not an really awesome place, but it's something new, rather then the same hot island.. so, bye suckers! welcome to icy land... heh heh... where aircon is on always 24/7... regardless u r indoors or out, u never get to feel sweaty again!! but again, u cant really exercise here, cos it madness going out in a singlet and a pair or running shorts.. tat's the shitty part..
     
    we din get to fill our ashtray full, cos me and jill are not staying at the same place, actually a few blocks away... but it's an non smoking apartment!!! gonna go outside, where it's freezing, to catch a smoke.. i tot can ignore the fucking rule, but was being complaint by my flatmates the next day.. fuck them... i'm staying wif 3 other girls btw... 1 s'porean, 1 aussie and a japanese..
     
    we've been cooking our meals, shitty meals till this afternoon, where we finally managed to get all our dishes right.. i dun dare to think abt dinner. cos we gonna try cooking teriyaki chicken.. hope it turns out edible... it's really bored here.. esp without ur own transport.. the bus system is super fucked up! i wanna get a car soon... mitsubishi lancer coupe is wat i like best.. but i'm also ok with festiva, and some others..
     
    cant really think of wat to write now, cos i'm in the sch's library.. will be back once net connection is up.. see ya all ppl, take care.. miss ya.. and bro, dun mess up my room ah... if not i'll skin u alive.. and when u free, try to go down factory and help me wash my bike... any doubts, e-mail me...

    Friday, June 25, 2004

    Death on the Road

    Why do animals cross the roads?
    To be hit by cars?
    Smashed into pieces,
    With intestine lying all over the place..
    Glusome sight,
    If given a chance to stop and look..

    That what i witness today,
    On the way back from work..
    Something that looks like a cat,
    And something that looks like a dog..
    I'm not really sure,
    But i guess it must be them..

    Death is such a ugly sight..
    When you see death,
    You feel that life is really very fragile..
    Hope those poor animals can be more careful next time,
    Try using the pedestrian crossing..

    Saturday, June 19, 2004

    today's the first time she got mad/pissed/disappointed in me.. well, it's jus some stupid thing i said without thinking and made it seems like i'm kinda rude.. well, i guess i'm in the wrong.. but my intentions wasnt bad. that was wat i wanna her to noe.. i could feel a bad aura when we left her mum's.. but she din wanna say, till i force it out of her mouth.. i was kinda taken back abit, but at the samw time, i expected it was coming.. we kept silent in the car, and she tot i was pissed.. why would i get pissed my dear? we made up finally and she teared.. i was really feeling very bad seeing her teared.. but i felt touched too.. i gave her a hug, and things were as usual again.. her temper's really good.. i'm happy she's this way.. i'm really glad to be with her.. wish she could open up more, instead of waiting for me to ask..
    Title: Undead
    Rated: NC-16
    My Ratings: -ve *****

    Started out showing ppl happily living in a small Aussie village,
    Meteors from outer space, carrying some zombie virus,
    hits earth, and started turning ppl into zombies.
    Our hero is a fisherman, who got attacked by zombified fishes, (yup, FISHES)
    and is pissed at the aliens, whom he tot is the villian of all..
    So he went ard with his mighty shot gun, pistols that appears out of nowhere,
    and started shooting zombies in their heads..
    Female lead is a fishing model, able to chop off zombies' heads,
    with a broom stick attached wif a saw blade, and of cos her kungfu skills..
    end up aliens are the good guys, trying to help cure them..
    as every horror shows ends, sure one blardy fool escapes,
    so that a sequal can be made: "Undead pt 2"
    Overall a lame show, more funnies than scaries..
    watch it unless u r a big fan of glusome bloody scenes,
    with jus a "whoosh" and blood spilling all over..

    Friday, June 18, 2004


    The painful process of tattooing.. ouch.. Posted by Hello

    Monday, June 14, 2004


    and she claims this is her.. think i'm dumb? this must be taken off some cheap japanese porn site.. buakkake or some shit.. nabeykukuphuacheebye.. she must be a fraud.. btw, it's Jamie, i'm talking abt here.. Gross... made my hair stand.. Posted by Hello

    This is Jamie, some bitch which tried to seduce me on MSN.. she a sex-hunger lao cheebye.. cyber sex? go kiss ur own asre.. she a blardy sick psycho.. so if anyone wanna have cybersex wif her, here's her e-mail.. "camlian@hotmail.com".. "Cutie pie"? Fuck off..  Posted by Hello

    Sunday, June 13, 2004

    havent been blogging much recently... but things are going fine so far.. jus tat running out of things to do.. went to zouk on sat, finally had a chance to meet shin, but jus for awhile.. music's trip hop at phuture.. not used to it.. can listen to it, but cant dance to it.. feels farni..

    anyway, was chatting wif her in zouk last night, shouting at the top of our lungs.. she asked me, "of which of ur gf do u love most?".. i couldnt find an answer, cos if i said it was her, it wouldnt mean anything.. i would jus be saying it to please her.. and i dun like to lie.. i wanna be honest wif her, so i said, "i can give u an answer.." guess she was affected wif my answer.. i could tell, but didnt want to talk abt it till we r alone and i can explain to her to make her understand.. so i explained it on the way back, in the car.. i guess she couldnt understand wat i was saying, maybe cos she was half drunk liao.. but everything seems fine today, so i guess she might have forgotten abt it.. jus to let u noe again baby..


    "You are really special to me, nobody can ever take ur place in my heart.. I'm really happy that i've found u again.. i wanna go though everything wif u, whether it's good or bad... Let me share ur happiness, ur woes, ur thoughts.. i'll never let anything hurt u.. i'll protect u wif every means.. i wan u to feel safe when u r wif me.. i wan u to smile, to be happy.. if u were to be hurt, it can only be done by me and no one else, and i'll punish myself for doing so.. u really mean alot to me.. i love u baby.."


    btw, if anyone finds that it's too mushy to read this... u r most welcome not to visit this site again, so get the fuck out now, before i stuff my foot up ur ass.. and jamie, u r really a sick fuck..

    Thursday, June 10, 2004

    Shin is someone i noe and someone i dunno.. after all, i've only met her 3 times so far.. but all those times spent on msn, made me feel as if i've known her for awhile.. she's really a good sense of humour, with all her chiem chiem ang mo shit.. sometimes really have to scratch head while reading her blog.. can pls try to use simplier english? but it's really nice to have her as a friend.. but she can be as much irritating and annoying as well.. but tat's fun too.. wat happen to "msn funnis"??

    Tuesday, June 08, 2004

    I had to blog.. even though it's now 7:10 AM..

    Dreams.. Nightmares? or Sweet dreams? 3 different dreams in a single night.. all abt her.. Felt damn tu lan when woke up.. so had to blog, before i forget, while it's still fresh in my head..

    1st Dream...

    Fun fair? Carnival or something.. Was out wif her.. Saw Mr Ng from Manpower Branch, on a unicycle, dressed up something similar to Charlie Chaplin, juggling balls.. Suddenly, everybody jus ran. We could hear a single shit, neither do words come out of our mouths.. jus saw everyone running.. Dunno wat's chasing them also.. When i finally got to see what's chasing them, (which is water, to the level of buildings, similar to the movie "Day after Tomorrow") a school bus was coming our way! I grab Jill up, and ran to a nearest store.. Jus then a Hover-craft was in front and stoped the sch bus from hitting us.. then i saw May.. i put jill down and talked to may, then jill disappeared.. i couldn't find her.. panic like mad.. Woke up..

    2nd Dream..

    A pretty short one.. was at some void deck.. can't recall where.. saw jill inside chunhoe's arms.. was damn shocked.. and pissed.. woke up... with my blankets and boaster all over the place.. guess i kicked around..

    3rd Dream...

    also a short one.. but funny.. i told jill that i had nightmares abt her.. (as above mentioned..) and guess wat she replied? "Why cannot? Why u care?" damn pissed.. woke up by dad..


    stupid right? but it's the first time i ever had 3 dreams in a single night abt the same person.. but it was bet.. the one wif pamala anderson was better.. hahaha!!

    Monday, June 07, 2004


    dun get the wrong idea hor, only me is topless..  Posted by Hello
    Back to Work...

    haiz, dread the feeling of a sunday night, cos the next day, it's gonna be a monday morning, where ppl get the blues and usually nuttin good will happen in camp.. nothing much to look forward to, except the 12 o'clock lunchbreak, where i head to the gym.. mondays are chest days.. gonna pump those titties, but will ache for the next 2 days, where jill will most prob take advantage of it.. poke poke poke.. another timing looking forward to is the 5 o'clock.. where i'll be home free!! gonna go running tml, havent been doing so for quite some time..

    Petrol Problem..
    i've been borrowing my dad's car alot ever since i got my license.. he complaint that i used up alot of his petrol, but guess i was in the wrong, petrol expensive nowadays,, then i never spend a tot for him.. haiz, guess gonna put this in mind everytime i drive.. but i love driving, esp driving her around.. seeing her smile makes me happy.. i love being with her, i feel i can be jus myself.. there's no need to put on a fake face or something, no need to act "mr. nice guy" with her.. being with her is like normal, hanging out wif friends, where u feel really comfy, and can talk abt EVERYTHING under the sun.. baby, i apperciate all the time being spent wif u.. thanks.

    Ivan's a piece of shit..
    as above mentioned, ivan's a piece of shit, dog poo, cow dung.. brothers for almost 14 yrs, and he gives me attitude when we go out, machaim i own him one.. still like gonna talk sweet to make him come out.. i did that cos i treasure our brotherhood, then wat do i get in return? a balrdy giam cai bin.. nabeycheebye.. hate it when ppl gimme fucked up cheebye face.. why must he do this? i confirm i'm not over-reacting loh, cos jill also felt it. he changed, i dunno wat caused him to do so, but i hope things will be fine when i returned from perth for holidays.. i guess most prob is becos of jill, he must be either envious of jealous.. or jus not happy that i always get my girl, heh heh..

    anyway ivan, i'm not gonna take the iniciative to call u out again, u really disappointed wif u.. for taking our brotherhood so lightly.. i had it.. one more giam cai bin from u, i gonna stuff my foot, together wif jill, up ur smelly mouth.. cheebei..chaolanjiao..

    Friday, June 04, 2004

    Great day..

    u noe how it feels when u have many things happening in one day that really makes u happy? till u dunno how to feel or react? well, firstly was my driving license.. how long have i yearn for this piece of paper??!! if it wasnt mr tan, who screwed up my previous test by looking at the wrong date, i could have been on the road since feb!! dammit.. so i had to wait freaking 4 more months, till yesterday, to take the test.. my tester was this middle age guy, who looks like he wears a wig, but actually not.. sad huh? somemore can dye his hair.. traffic police can dye hair meh? must be a freaking ah beng.. but he was kind enough to let me pass, even when i made quite a number of mistakes.. i was so happy that he tick the "pass" box, that i nearly wanted to hug him.. after that, the feeling kinda died off pretty fast.. heh heh..

    secondly is when she told me that her dad approve of us being together.. saying that i'm the best so far.. it seems really funny, really feels like going a big circle, before ending up together again.. 7 yrs. can i be her first and last? hmmm, dun dare to think much of that.. guess she feels the same way too.. jus hope nuttin major comes inbetween our lives. but i'm really happy, jus when she's happy too when i told her that i got into murdoch.. speechless and dunno what to say to do.. weird huh?


    jackass
    kaingan, dun be an asshole and go writing shit on my friends' blog.. pls give my friends some respect.. if not, i wont show ur friends any mercy.. go ahead and try me.. u will pay for the price.. i mean it.. so stop it, before it's too late.. i dun mind u writing on mine, but not on my friends'.. blardy kukujiao lampaji

    Thursday, June 03, 2004

    Silliest things u say without thinking

    while smoking "shisha" at a shop along arab st..
    maz was jus chilling there. smoking the shisha.. then lav said, "Hey, u suck or u blow?" Isn't both the same for oral?? dumbass..

    on the way back from sim lim..
    (refering to the size of the LCD screen) "Hey, ur brother how many inch?"
    "erhm, 6? 7 at most.."

    Friday, May 28, 2004

    saw the beheading of the american civilian by iraq soldiers last night.. downloaded it from kazza.. damn gross out.. why must there be war? why must there be killings and deaths? how can these soldiers be so inhumane? even the person is their enemy, it is still a living person.. what will the deseased's family be? imagine his kids.. seeing their dad on video, downloaded from kazza.. that he was screaming like a pig when the soldiers were "sawing" his head off his shoulders.. how would they feel? imagine the wife's feelings?? would u wanna see ur husband's head being sawn off his shoulders? fuck these motherfuckers.. though they deserves to die, but i wun wanna kill them, else ..

    Wednesday, May 26, 2004

    Steven is like an asshole.. well, at times.. right now as i'm writing this, he's cursing and swearing abt those nonsense mails he got from Zhang Meiqi.. dunno who the hell is tat.. scolded me "fucker".. siad he couldnt make himself commit in a relationship.. ask me how i did it with jill.. actually i never tot of this before he asked.. everything seems so natural.

    back to steven.. that stoopid boy actually rejected a testimonial i wrote for him sometime ago.. how asshole can a friend be?? write for him still be choosy.. nabey.. kept telling me got girls going after him.. dunno true or beydet one.. now's he's asking me why i so cheebye.. nabey kukujiao.. kept saying i'm a cheebye.. now he;s eyes are fixed on my screen.. trying to read what i type.. saying i'm boliao and shit.. i'm WAITING for him!! hungry! gonna go eat!