havent been blogging much recently... but things are going fine so far.. jus tat running out of things to do.. went to zouk on sat, finally had a chance to meet shin, but jus for awhile.. music's trip hop at phuture.. not used to it.. can listen to it, but cant dance to it.. feels farni..

anyway, was chatting wif her in zouk last night, shouting at the top of our lungs.. she asked me, "of which of ur gf do u love most?".. i couldnt find an answer, cos if i said it was her, it wouldnt mean anything.. i would jus be saying it to please her.. and i dun like to lie.. i wanna be honest wif her, so i said, "i can give u an answer.." guess she was affected wif my answer.. i could tell, but didnt want to talk abt it till we r alone and i can explain to her to make her understand.. so i explained it on the way back, in the car.. i guess she couldnt understand wat i was saying, maybe cos she was half drunk liao.. but everything seems fine today, so i guess she might have forgotten abt it.. jus to let u noe again baby..


"You are really special to me, nobody can ever take ur place in my heart.. I'm really happy that i've found u again.. i wanna go though everything wif u, whether it's good or bad... Let me share ur happiness, ur woes, ur thoughts.. i'll never let anything hurt u.. i'll protect u wif every means.. i wan u to feel safe when u r wif me.. i wan u to smile, to be happy.. if u were to be hurt, it can only be done by me and no one else, and i'll punish myself for doing so.. u really mean alot to me.. i love u baby.."


btw, if anyone finds that it's too mushy to read this... u r most welcome not to visit this site again, so get the fuck out now, before i stuff my foot up ur ass.. and jamie, u r really a sick fuck..