Death on the Road

Why do animals cross the roads?
To be hit by cars?
Smashed into pieces,
With intestine lying all over the place..
Glusome sight,
If given a chance to stop and look..

That what i witness today,
On the way back from work..
Something that looks like a cat,
And something that looks like a dog..
I'm not really sure,
But i guess it must be them..

Death is such a ugly sight..
When you see death,
You feel that life is really very fragile..
Hope those poor animals can be more careful next time,
Try using the pedestrian crossing..

today's the first time she got mad/pissed/disappointed in me.. well, it's jus some stupid thing i said without thinking and made it seems like i'm kinda rude.. well, i guess i'm in the wrong.. but my intentions wasnt bad. that was wat i wanna her to noe.. i could feel a bad aura when we left her mum's.. but she din wanna say, till i force it out of her mouth.. i was kinda taken back abit, but at the samw time, i expected it was coming.. we kept silent in the car, and she tot i was pissed.. why would i get pissed my dear? we made up finally and she teared.. i was really feeling very bad seeing her teared.. but i felt touched too.. i gave her a hug, and things were as usual again.. her temper's really good.. i'm happy she's this way.. i'm really glad to be with her.. wish she could open up more, instead of waiting for me to ask..

Title: Undead
Rated: NC-16
My Ratings: -ve *****

Started out showing ppl happily living in a small Aussie village,
Meteors from outer space, carrying some zombie virus,
hits earth, and started turning ppl into zombies.
Our hero is a fisherman, who got attacked by zombified fishes, (yup, FISHES)
and is pissed at the aliens, whom he tot is the villian of all..
So he went ard with his mighty shot gun, pistols that appears out of nowhere,
and started shooting zombies in their heads..
Female lead is a fishing model, able to chop off zombies' heads,
with a broom stick attached wif a saw blade, and of cos her kungfu skills..
end up aliens are the good guys, trying to help cure them..
as every horror shows ends, sure one blardy fool escapes,
so that a sequal can be made: "Undead pt 2"
Overall a lame show, more funnies than scaries..
watch it unless u r a big fan of glusome bloody scenes,
with jus a "whoosh" and blood spilling all over..

The painful process of tattooing.. ouch.. 

and she claims this is her.. think i'm dumb? this must be taken off some cheap japanese porn site.. buakkake or some shit.. nabeykukuphuacheebye.. she must be a fraud.. btw, it's Jamie, i'm talking abt here.. Gross... made my hair stand.. 

This is Jamie, some bitch which tried to seduce me on MSN.. she a sex-hunger lao cheebye.. cyber sex? go kiss ur own asre.. she a blardy sick psycho.. so if anyone wanna have cybersex wif her, here's her e-mail.. "camlian@hotmail.com".. "Cutie pie"? Fuck off..  

havent been blogging much recently... but things are going fine so far.. jus tat running out of things to do.. went to zouk on sat, finally had a chance to meet shin, but jus for awhile.. music's trip hop at phuture.. not used to it.. can listen to it, but cant dance to it.. feels farni..

anyway, was chatting wif her in zouk last night, shouting at the top of our lungs.. she asked me, "of which of ur gf do u love most?".. i couldnt find an answer, cos if i said it was her, it wouldnt mean anything.. i would jus be saying it to please her.. and i dun like to lie.. i wanna be honest wif her, so i said, "i can give u an answer.." guess she was affected wif my answer.. i could tell, but didnt want to talk abt it till we r alone and i can explain to her to make her understand.. so i explained it on the way back, in the car.. i guess she couldnt understand wat i was saying, maybe cos she was half drunk liao.. but everything seems fine today, so i guess she might have forgotten abt it.. jus to let u noe again baby..


"You are really special to me, nobody can ever take ur place in my heart.. I'm really happy that i've found u again.. i wanna go though everything wif u, whether it's good or bad... Let me share ur happiness, ur woes, ur thoughts.. i'll never let anything hurt u.. i'll protect u wif every means.. i wan u to feel safe when u r wif me.. i wan u to smile, to be happy.. if u were to be hurt, it can only be done by me and no one else, and i'll punish myself for doing so.. u really mean alot to me.. i love u baby.."


btw, if anyone finds that it's too mushy to read this... u r most welcome not to visit this site again, so get the fuck out now, before i stuff my foot up ur ass.. and jamie, u r really a sick fuck..

Shin is someone i noe and someone i dunno.. after all, i've only met her 3 times so far.. but all those times spent on msn, made me feel as if i've known her for awhile.. she's really a good sense of humour, with all her chiem chiem ang mo shit.. sometimes really have to scratch head while reading her blog.. can pls try to use simplier english? but it's really nice to have her as a friend.. but she can be as much irritating and annoying as well.. but tat's fun too.. wat happen to "msn funnis"??

I had to blog.. even though it's now 7:10 AM..

Dreams.. Nightmares? or Sweet dreams? 3 different dreams in a single night.. all abt her.. Felt damn tu lan when woke up.. so had to blog, before i forget, while it's still fresh in my head..

1st Dream...

Fun fair? Carnival or something.. Was out wif her.. Saw Mr Ng from Manpower Branch, on a unicycle, dressed up something similar to Charlie Chaplin, juggling balls.. Suddenly, everybody jus ran. We could hear a single shit, neither do words come out of our mouths.. jus saw everyone running.. Dunno wat's chasing them also.. When i finally got to see what's chasing them, (which is water, to the level of buildings, similar to the movie "Day after Tomorrow") a school bus was coming our way! I grab Jill up, and ran to a nearest store.. Jus then a Hover-craft was in front and stoped the sch bus from hitting us.. then i saw May.. i put jill down and talked to may, then jill disappeared.. i couldn't find her.. panic like mad.. Woke up..

2nd Dream..

A pretty short one.. was at some void deck.. can't recall where.. saw jill inside chunhoe's arms.. was damn shocked.. and pissed.. woke up... with my blankets and boaster all over the place.. guess i kicked around..

3rd Dream...

also a short one.. but funny.. i told jill that i had nightmares abt her.. (as above mentioned..) and guess wat she replied? "Why cannot? Why u care?" damn pissed.. woke up by dad..


stupid right? but it's the first time i ever had 3 dreams in a single night abt the same person.. but it was bet.. the one wif pamala anderson was better.. hahaha!!

dun get the wrong idea hor, only me is topless..  

Back to Work...

haiz, dread the feeling of a sunday night, cos the next day, it's gonna be a monday morning, where ppl get the blues and usually nuttin good will happen in camp.. nothing much to look forward to, except the 12 o'clock lunchbreak, where i head to the gym.. mondays are chest days.. gonna pump those titties, but will ache for the next 2 days, where jill will most prob take advantage of it.. poke poke poke.. another timing looking forward to is the 5 o'clock.. where i'll be home free!! gonna go running tml, havent been doing so for quite some time..

Petrol Problem..
i've been borrowing my dad's car alot ever since i got my license.. he complaint that i used up alot of his petrol, but guess i was in the wrong, petrol expensive nowadays,, then i never spend a tot for him.. haiz, guess gonna put this in mind everytime i drive.. but i love driving, esp driving her around.. seeing her smile makes me happy.. i love being with her, i feel i can be jus myself.. there's no need to put on a fake face or something, no need to act "mr. nice guy" with her.. being with her is like normal, hanging out wif friends, where u feel really comfy, and can talk abt EVERYTHING under the sun.. baby, i apperciate all the time being spent wif u.. thanks.

Ivan's a piece of shit..
as above mentioned, ivan's a piece of shit, dog poo, cow dung.. brothers for almost 14 yrs, and he gives me attitude when we go out, machaim i own him one.. still like gonna talk sweet to make him come out.. i did that cos i treasure our brotherhood, then wat do i get in return? a balrdy giam cai bin.. nabeycheebye.. hate it when ppl gimme fucked up cheebye face.. why must he do this? i confirm i'm not over-reacting loh, cos jill also felt it. he changed, i dunno wat caused him to do so, but i hope things will be fine when i returned from perth for holidays.. i guess most prob is becos of jill, he must be either envious of jealous.. or jus not happy that i always get my girl, heh heh..

anyway ivan, i'm not gonna take the iniciative to call u out again, u really disappointed wif u.. for taking our brotherhood so lightly.. i had it.. one more giam cai bin from u, i gonna stuff my foot, together wif jill, up ur smelly mouth.. cheebei..chaolanjiao..

Great day..

u noe how it feels when u have many things happening in one day that really makes u happy? till u dunno how to feel or react? well, firstly was my driving license.. how long have i yearn for this piece of paper??!! if it wasnt mr tan, who screwed up my previous test by looking at the wrong date, i could have been on the road since feb!! dammit.. so i had to wait freaking 4 more months, till yesterday, to take the test.. my tester was this middle age guy, who looks like he wears a wig, but actually not.. sad huh? somemore can dye his hair.. traffic police can dye hair meh? must be a freaking ah beng.. but he was kind enough to let me pass, even when i made quite a number of mistakes.. i was so happy that he tick the "pass" box, that i nearly wanted to hug him.. after that, the feeling kinda died off pretty fast.. heh heh..

secondly is when she told me that her dad approve of us being together.. saying that i'm the best so far.. it seems really funny, really feels like going a big circle, before ending up together again.. 7 yrs. can i be her first and last? hmmm, dun dare to think much of that.. guess she feels the same way too.. jus hope nuttin major comes inbetween our lives. but i'm really happy, jus when she's happy too when i told her that i got into murdoch.. speechless and dunno what to say to do.. weird huh?


jackass
kaingan, dun be an asshole and go writing shit on my friends' blog.. pls give my friends some respect.. if not, i wont show ur friends any mercy.. go ahead and try me.. u will pay for the price.. i mean it.. so stop it, before it's too late.. i dun mind u writing on mine, but not on my friends'.. blardy kukujiao lampaji

Silliest things u say without thinking

while smoking "shisha" at a shop along arab st..
maz was jus chilling there. smoking the shisha.. then lav said, "Hey, u suck or u blow?" Isn't both the same for oral?? dumbass..

on the way back from sim lim..
(refering to the size of the LCD screen) "Hey, ur brother how many inch?"
"erhm, 6? 7 at most.."