saw the beheading of the american civilian by iraq soldiers last night.. downloaded it from kazza.. damn gross out.. why must there be war? why must there be killings and deaths? how can these soldiers be so inhumane? even the person is their enemy, it is still a living person.. what will the deseased's family be? imagine his kids.. seeing their dad on video, downloaded from kazza.. that he was screaming like a pig when the soldiers were "sawing" his head off his shoulders.. how would they feel? imagine the wife's feelings?? would u wanna see ur husband's head being sawn off his shoulders? fuck these motherfuckers.. though they deserves to die, but i wun wanna kill them, else ..

Steven is like an asshole.. well, at times.. right now as i'm writing this, he's cursing and swearing abt those nonsense mails he got from Zhang Meiqi.. dunno who the hell is tat.. scolded me "fucker".. siad he couldnt make himself commit in a relationship.. ask me how i did it with jill.. actually i never tot of this before he asked.. everything seems so natural.

back to steven.. that stoopid boy actually rejected a testimonial i wrote for him sometime ago.. how asshole can a friend be?? write for him still be choosy.. nabey.. kept telling me got girls going after him.. dunno true or beydet one.. now's he's asking me why i so cheebye.. nabey kukujiao.. kept saying i'm a cheebye.. now he;s eyes are fixed on my screen.. trying to read what i type.. saying i'm boliao and shit.. i'm WAITING for him!! hungry! gonna go eat!

me and my baby.. 

sometimes, being wif the person u love is all u ever wanna do.. even for a saturday or friday night.. having to be able to look deeply into her eyes, keeping the comfortable slience.. knowing that both of ur minds are jus full of each other.. this is way better then sex, xinyi.. haha.. being wif her is the best that could ever happen.. even when there's nuttin to do, lazing around on a hot, humid afternoon, tasting her succulent lips.. i'm really contented.. she cooked for me today, jus a bowl of noodles, but i was really happy.. cos it was cooked by her.. it tasted great, of cos.. really touched.. i hope this feeling will last for the both of us.. i really love u alot baby.. u r really precious to me..

my girl is damn pissed this morning. something happened tats pissed her off so much? gotta be something tat she've endured for sometime le? else is that she really on a foul mood today.. hmmm, betta not mess wif her today..



i was really pissed this mornig too! fuck! i went for my usual 9 o'clock breakfast, and after i ordered my food, the fresking IDS had to call me back to Ops Room to mend the office! nabey kukujiao lampaji.. i hate to pick up phone calls when i'm eating... nuttin good is bound to happen.. so i lan lan, go back office, found the freaking IDS chatting happily on the phone, chao cheebye.. i was so hungry and tu lan that i want to eat him up.. Friends of mine, u should noe how i am when i'm hungry right? esp during breakfast, super grumpy and no tolerence fro anything.. ok, i was saying, then i wait for 10 mins in the blardy office and the ASDO came back.. why cant the IDS jus wait for another 10 mins for the ASDO to mend the office instead?? kanninabeichaocheebye, pua turban lao kuku.. end up my friend tabao for me and i ate ALONE in office.. nabey..




i love swearing on blogs.. and i like to see other ppl swear too..
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i miss u alot baby...

daniel added me on friendster.. who the hell u think u r boy?? u wanna mess with the almighty's girl? stand one corner and relac boy.. 83' punk.. thinks he's damn cool with some stupid chain and some shit.. kept asking my girl, who's handsome and stuff.. luckily my girl smart.. din much entertain ur stupid baboon ass. muthafuker.. so wat if all ur friends in friendster are girls? doesnt proves u r popular, jus shows u r a muthafuker PIMP! nabey kukujiao lampaji.. still got the cheek to say u r good at dirty dancing, pui! lan jiao! ah di can dance better wif u wif his ah beng moves anytime! so dun come fool ard anymore ok? u mandrain orange face.. cheebei kuku.. if not for my baby, i would wallup u when asking whether wanna open bottle that time.. even eric doesnt piss me off as much.. i hate u punks who likes to think that u r so damn good.. no one can be more haolian than me ok? i'm the prince of sengkang, and i have my fellow prince from hougang, toa payoh and woodlands ok.. so kukujiao boy, still no hair dun fuck wif us ok? we'll kill u anytime.. that applys to u too, kaingan.. haha!

msn funnies..

chel misses char siew rice..beancurd..frog porridge..wanton noodle..etc etc.. says:
i noe u r very happy now
chel misses char siew rice..beancurd..frog porridge..wanton noodle..etc etc.. says:
with jill beside u
chel misses char siew rice..beancurd..frog porridge..wanton noodle..etc etc.. says:
haha
-=Brandon=- says:
hehe, yup!
chel misses char siew rice..beancurd..frog porridge..wanton noodle..etc etc.. says:
haha..so fortunate.. xing fu!
-=Brandon=- says:

chel misses char siew rice..beancurd..frog porridge..wanton noodle..etc etc.. says:
so envy
chel misses char siew rice..beancurd..frog porridge..wanton noodle..etc etc.. says:
hehe
-=Brandon=- says:
envy?
-=Brandon=- says:
why??
chel misses char siew rice..beancurd..frog porridge..wanton noodle..etc etc.. says:
u n jill la..sweet sweet
chel misses char siew rice..beancurd..frog porridge..wanton noodle..etc etc.. says:
haha
-=Brandon=- says:
well, u can also.. went u decided one day to stop fooling around.
-=Brandon=- says:
haha
chel misses char siew rice..beancurd..frog porridge..wanton noodle..etc etc.. says:
hahaha..fooling ard?
chel misses char siew rice..beancurd..frog porridge..wanton noodle..etc etc.. says:
hahahaha..
chel misses char siew rice..beancurd..frog porridge..wanton noodle..etc etc.. says:
okie...i try
-=Brandon=- says:
goot..
-=Brandon=- says:
or izzit jus me?
-=Brandon=- says:
girls jus wanna have me??
-=Brandon=- says:
hahaha!
chel misses char siew rice..beancurd..frog porridge..wanton noodle..etc etc.. says:
haha...i guess u rite..girls just wanna u
chel misses char siew rice..beancurd..frog porridge..wanton noodle..etc etc.. says:
i also want u but too bad jill got u first..keke!
-=Brandon=- says:
really?
-=Brandon=- says:
hmmm, that's really nice of u..
chel misses char siew rice..beancurd..frog porridge..wanton noodle..etc etc.. says:
hahaha
-=Brandon=- says:
hahah! stop crapping wif me..
-=Brandon=- says:
dun make me happy and start "floating"..
chel misses char siew rice..beancurd..frog porridge..wanton noodle..etc etc.. says:
hahaha..yah yah..shd stop..later jill jealous.. then no gd
-=Brandon=- says:
no, she wun jealous one.
-=Brandon=- says:
both of us got license to flirt ard..
chel misses char siew rice..beancurd..frog porridge..wanton noodle..etc etc.. says:
hahaha
chel misses char siew rice..beancurd..frog porridge..wanton noodle..etc etc.. says:
sou can flirt with me la
chel misses char siew rice..beancurd..frog porridge..wanton noodle..etc etc.. says:
haha
-=Brandon=- says:
of cos..
-=Brandon=- says:
haha
chel misses char siew rice..beancurd..frog porridge..wanton noodle..etc etc.. says:
hahaha
chel misses char siew rice..beancurd..frog porridge..wanton noodle..etc etc.. says:
haha okie..flirt with u next time..now i need some beauty sleep.... tml need to wake up early for work..somemore me fren waiting to send me back to my dorm..haha..byebye n take care

i'm at her place now.. writing this while she's taking a shower.. suppose to bring her to the doc's but, her doc's close so going tml.. well, got no plans tonight, but maz asking me to go JB, which i dun really like the idea, suppose to call ah di, but guess he got no plans as well, so might as well forget it.. haha.. the bite on my forearm is swelling like mad, 1 x 1.5cm big! hell yeah! it some celuutities or some shit, dunno how to spell it..

well, i kinda regretted having the tattoos done in the first place, so to all those who wanna get a tattoo done, think twice, or THRICE!! and never tattoo someone's name! damn stupid shit.. blardy hell.. nabey kukujiao.. porgy lam.. FUCK! shouldnt have it done..

Going to Phuture Tonight!! Hell Yeah!!

ivan had the worse attitude (PMS) today.. cranky.. was trying to help him sort things out, but he was too stubborn to listen.. i think the thing that's troubling him most is that stupid Ann of his... kept putting up a 'giam cai' face.. tu lan.. nabey.. testing my patience..

Van Helsing was great! non stop action wif all the monster.. but too bad the female lead have to die in the end.. i was holding her throughout the show.. too bad we din have the couple seats.. :( NEXT TIME!

Spenting an entire day wif her was good, but being able to show affections in public, made my day even greater! nothing could really affect my mood today, not even ivan's or the person next to us during billard, their 'giam cai bin'.. lolz..

baby, if u r seeing this, jus wanna thank u for the great day u spent wif me.. i'm really happy.. "GO! GO! GO!" -- at the traffic light.. *RELAXXX!!*

well, jus came back from my diving trip.. it was great, but the gears were damn ley chey.. trying to put on the wet suit, makes me not wanna dive.. so damn bloody tight! but there was this fat guy, he din used a wet suit.. guess he doesnt need the buoyency from a wet suit, he got his own! haha.. but it looked really stupid in a trunks and t-shirt. why dun u jus tailor make one! damn it.. din see much fishes.. except those small ones and 2 cuttlefish.. sianz.. seen 10 bumphead parrot fish though, and that was abt it.. one was even shitting.. first time seeing a fish shit in the sea.. GROSS! besides that, nuttin much.. but i like the life there.. can jus wear a pair of shorts and walk around, and no one gives a shit abt u.. everyone's friendly, would greet each other wif a smile and a "good morning!".. it's really comforting, even wif a hangover.. jon and julian were fine, but it was jon's girl, jiaxian, who had all the trouble.. tat's why i dun like girls who are all wishy washy, too girly type.. likely my baby's not like tat.. anyway, jus cant stand jiaxian, but alright lah.. aiyah, dunno lah!! damn.. -_- same to wendy.. cheers.

well, i tot she wouldnt be thinking abt me.. tot she'd be shampoo guy on sat, but instead, she went out wif my buddies, which was a really big surprise for me.. although she doesnt shows she misses me, or she doesnt tell me, i'm really happy to see wat she wrote on her blog.. it's only from there i can noe how she feels.. i hopes she can tell me instead.. or show me.. i'd prefer tat.. but anyways, how she's showing it now is better than nuttin right? cant ask for too much, gonna be contented.. guess a lazy, stubborn, yaya papaya evil guy like me, is always asking for more right? PEPSI.. -_- i really miss u alot went i was away.. esp during the 2 times i heard our first song.. i wanted to fly back to u so badly.. tat i forgot to call my dad.. made him worried..

anyway, glad things are working out... i noe u will be reading this, xinyi.. thanks for ur support.. u were great.. try to finish ur stuff asap! dun leave it to the last min and stress like mad!

half of my toe nail's coming out.. it's not painful but it feels damn gross.. help anyone? maybe i should stuff it up wendy's mouth whenever she "Duhs".. and her big teeth can help me get it off.. :)

yesterday was mum's day.. and i was away.. i'm gonna visit her tml.. hope she understands.. i miss u mum.. love ya always.. u'll always stay in heart till the day i join u in heaven... *muacks!*

"Well, it seems to me that the best relationships--the
ones that last--are frequently the ones that are rooted in friendship. You know, one day you look at the person and you see something more than you did the night before. Like a switch has been flicked somewhere. And the person who was just a friend is...suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with."

that is wat her first msg on her new blog was.. :)

well, i came home from work today, and i got a hunch that there's mail for me in my letterbox. cos i usually dun open it myself, but today was exception.. then to my surprise, i got my acceptance letter from the university that i was longing for!! i was so happy i shouted in the life like some sick ass.. haha! YEY! i'm going wif her!! i was jus thinking abt it this afternoon, but now, i'm too overjoy!! haha! i'm gonna go down phuture tonight and party like mad! all the anger that i got from work and ppl that i dun like.. all those sucky feelings, suddenly, all GONE!! guess that's the power of love..

She sleeps like an angel.. although she was damn tired, falling asleep while we were having supper, yet, she stayed awake throughout the night to talk to me.. i'm trying to type this really softly now, as she's still sleeping.. i'll stop trying whenever she makes a movement or breath hard.. i'm afraid to wake her up.. i had enough of sleeping, nuttin to do now.. watching her sleep.. she read my blog, surprised that it didn pissed her off wif all the crap i wrote.. well, i hope i can do what i said.. able to control and not be possessive.. haha..

i finally had a piece of wat a friend of mine named it "french cursine".. she said i was gentle and soft on her, which made her feels funny.. guess all her previous ex were monkeys or gorillas huh? haha.. she finally danced wif me.. we had a great time.. but a poor friend of mine jus sat there and watch. phuture was crowed last night.. but i still got to see Evan, prince of phuture 2004, was jus got in ANOTHER fight on wednesday.. haiz.. how to stop that bugger from fighting?

i think she likes me as much as i like her now.. she dun intend to going into a relationship.. but if u notice, the term "boy/ girlfriend" is jus a word.. it means nothing else.. what important is how u feel towards each other and how u think of one another when the other is not around.. so actually, i feel me and her are in a relationship, but i think she doesnt wanna admit to it.. guess, she feel this way so that she can still fool around.. haha.. but knowing her for so long, i noe one day she'll give in.. i'm jus gonna wait patiently..