Counting Down - 21 days

3 more weeks of aussie life and i'll be home free! cant wait to taste the yummies they've for me on the plane.. fish or chicken? hmmm..

been trying hard to get my studies done, but it seems almost impossible to do so.. i cant help but kept worryin abt the exams, that i did not prepare myself well enuff for it.. jill seems relax abt it.. she said she the type that works well under stress.. me? i hate stress, that's why i started early..

she had problems sleeping last night.. kept imagining there was 'something' ard the room.. freaked me out when she said she heard something while i hear nothing.. so i held her tight in my arms, hoping she'll feel safe in it.. now she's sleeping like a baby.. baby, i wan u to noe that i'll always be there to protect u.. no one can harm u if i'm ard.. i noe i haven been sweet or anything, always nagging at u for u to study.. but this is how a mother shows concern for her child right? i'm not saying i wanna be ur mum, but that's how i'm caring for u.. i wan u to do ur best and be proud of urself.. i hope u'll understand.. muacks.

mel: i'm sorry for being an asshole, but that is wat i am.. as an arrogant prick myself, i cant stand ppl who are arrogant.. i'm the king of the jungle, the lion that doenst share his hill.. forgive me for my frankness, i jus want my dear friend to be happy.. do watever u seem right, i dun wanna jeopedise our relationship by some guy..

i'm gonna dig into my books now.. but my mind is in GB land.. only 50k to golden armor.. omg.. i'm a GB pro now..