Why must everyone i know be either a officer or commando? haiz.. if not for my stupid PC, asking me about my medical history and wanting me to go for a blood test, i wouldnt have been kicked out of OCS.. it's not like Hep B is like AIDS.. yes, it works like AIDS, spread through body fluid, but only through blood and semen! I could have been standing in the parade square, wearing the No.1, have my dad come put my rank on my shoulders, and finish off by throwing the blardy cap in the air!! but no more, I'm just a stinking clerk.. the only thing i can achieve now is to build a great body, and be successful in my working life.. who cares about army! it the chi-ching that talks!

but if given a chance to relive my army days, i would still wanna be a commando or officer.. or best both! Commando Officer! haiz.. so envy.. the thought of it makes me sad..

and FUCK YOU Captain Peng! it's all because of u that my dreams are shattered! AND YOU ARE A BLARDY HEP B CARRIER YOURSELF!! fucker saboh cheebye kia.. u made singapore lost a great soldier!! nabey...