it's been sometime since i last climbed.. think it was wif clarence during my OCS days.. hit the wall once again, the first time since we came to aussie.. it was a first experience for jill as well.. very proud of her achievment and her determination to reach the top.. though i get a hell of a scolding after she came down, for "forcing" her and shouting at her and "think that's it very easy".. anyway, all's for good fun, i feel great for her..
i cant help it but feel frustrated and unhappy that i'm heavier than someone whom i tot shld be heavier than me.. even kanna suan.. knnbccb.. others kept saying it's the muscle la.. i tried telling myself that, but somehow i couldnt really convince myself.. he's now my target, my enemy in weight lost, someone that i'm determine to defeat, and i WILL.. so that one day he'll shut his trap and admire my sexy lean body... nabey...
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