yesterday's diving pool session was ok.. but as i was still up wif a flu, seems so hard to breath underwater.. haha.. but overall was an nice experience.. dunno how it's like to be in the open sea.. i would be as free as a fish..i wanna try everything there is on earth, cos i only live once and i wanna make it to the fullest.. i wanna bungy jump off a bridge with my head hitting the waters, sky diving with a snow board, jump off buildings and glide through the air.. i wanna noe how a bird feels..

well, she doensnt seems to react much last night. sianz.. so i think i'm going to apply murphy's law to her and hopefully it works.. not matter how much i'm thinking of her now, i shall not make the iniciative to sms or call her first.. i wanna noe if she'll sms me or not.. then i'll noe whether i stand a place in her heart.. i dun wanna force her, but i'm an impatient person.. but i dun wanna sound desperate also, if not, everything will still end up the same.. i hope this time, everything can be mutual.. i'm tired already..

going for lunch now, havent been eating the 'black soy sauce chicken rice' for some time.. but i'm having a bad sore throat.. dunno if i should eat or not.. i had a heavy breakfast as well.. now this computer lab in camp is really hot.. the air con is down, everyone's else's BO is coming out.. i feel like ounching the guy beside me now, cos he keeps peeping at my screen.. f#$k!