yesterday's diving pool session was ok.. but as i was still up wif a flu, seems so hard to breath underwater.. haha.. but overall was an nice experience.. dunno how it's like to be in the open sea.. i would be as free as a fish..i wanna try everything there is on earth, cos i only live once and i wanna make it to the fullest.. i wanna bungy jump off a bridge with my head hitting the waters, sky diving with a snow board, jump off buildings and glide through the air.. i wanna noe how a bird feels..

well, she doensnt seems to react much last night. sianz.. so i think i'm going to apply murphy's law to her and hopefully it works.. not matter how much i'm thinking of her now, i shall not make the iniciative to sms or call her first.. i wanna noe if she'll sms me or not.. then i'll noe whether i stand a place in her heart.. i dun wanna force her, but i'm an impatient person.. but i dun wanna sound desperate also, if not, everything will still end up the same.. i hope this time, everything can be mutual.. i'm tired already..

going for lunch now, havent been eating the 'black soy sauce chicken rice' for some time.. but i'm having a bad sore throat.. dunno if i should eat or not.. i had a heavy breakfast as well.. now this computer lab in camp is really hot.. the air con is down, everyone's else's BO is coming out.. i feel like ounching the guy beside me now, cos he keeps peeping at my screen.. f#$k!

i jus wanna be someone who can take care of u when u r sick, protect u when u r bullied, listen to u when u r sad, feed u when u r hungry, share ur happiness and sadness.. be ur punching bag when u feel pissed.. love and care for u..

she was sick today, running a flu. same as me, but i was feeling better.. i brought her to see a doctor, which last less than 10 min! the food was great, but would be better without all the veggies.. we caught a dvd, but halfway, she felt drowsy and nearly doze off, think must be the effect of the medications.. hopes she recovers soon.. i left to let her rest.. but i wish i could be by her side and watch her sleep...

she told me she liked the song alot.. it was the song when i first heard, i wanted to sing it to her.. since she like it so much, i shall practise hard on my guitar, and sing it to her someday.. it shall be our song.. "the reason"...

i'm down with a cold.. block nose.. bloody medicine making me drowsy.. hopefully i wun crash and die... there's still so much i wanna do.. i still wanna be wif her..

nabey, porgy lum...

jus fed some v power to her.. she seems to be able to run faster.. but i think she's not feeling too well, but she dun wanna tell me wat's wrong.. i have to find out the hard way.. till the day she gave up on me, i'll find a cure for her.. and i will never give her up..